Forever And Always

Chapter Four

LISSANDRA'S P.O.V

"Mister why are staring at us like that?" Ashe ask

"I'm sorry, Rylai can i talk to you?" I gulp and nod

"Dito lang kayo baby ha? Wait for me"

Tumayo ako at sinundan niya ako sa private room.

"What is this?" He ask

"What do you mean?"

"The twins! They- they look like me for fuckin sake rylai!"

"N-no, stop it. Hindi mo sila anak"

"How can you explain the birthmark i saw at the back of his ear? Same as mine at my back too!"

"W-what?"

Tumalikod siya at hinubad ang damit niya at nakita ko nga ang birthmark niya na katulad ng kay nyx

"Now explain" he said nang ibalik niya ang kaniyang damit

"I-i have the rights to take them away from you. You broke my heart"

"Yes i did broke your heart, pero nagsisi ako! Six years ago! Ikaw ang nangiwan at nanakit sakin remember?" Hindi ko na napigilan at naiyak ako

"Natatakot lang ako coby, natatakot ako na baka masaktan nanaman ako, natatakot ako mag take risk ulit." I said habang humahagulgol

"So you decided to take away my children, because of your fear? Sa pagmamahal rylai, you need to take a risk! And that's what i did, but you refused me! But still here i am, begging for your love because i take a risk. Pero ikaw inalis mo ang anim na taon na dapat kumpleto tayo"

"I-i'm sorry" i said,

the realization hits me na sobrang selfish ko pala kinuha ko ang anim na taon na dapat masaya ang mga anak ko dahil kumpleto kami, yung mga panahon na dapat nakikita ni coby ang paglaki ng anak namin

At yung mga panahon na dapat hindi nangungulila ang mga anak ko sa pagmamahal at kalinga ng ama.

"It's okay, baby" niyakap niya ako at hinalikan sa noo

"Let's start a new beginning, a new journey with me baby. Let's start a new chapters of our life please let me?" Tumingala ako at tumingin sakaniya

I'll take a risk.

I nod at him and he smile as he wipes my tears away.

Paglabas namin nagulat kami ng bumulagta yung dalawa sa harap namin.

"It's not me! Mommy it's kuya's idea!" Ashe said and run

They're eavesdropping.

"Babies come to mommy"

Lumapit sila sa akin at ngumiti

"Yes mommy?"

"Ah, i know na masyadong mabilis but i want you to meet your dad"

"Dad? Who? This man?" Tanong ni Ashe

"Yes baby"

"Hmmmm, i'm still doubting" ashe said

What the? Imagine? Six years old? Nagsasabi ng ganyan?

"Stop it Ashe, Hi Dad I'm Nyx Kindred your son" saad ni Nyx at yumakap kay coby

"Hmp! I'm still doubting kuya! I don't believe in that man!" Ashe said and turn her back

"Ashe Caitlyn! CHECK YOUR ATTITUDE!" I said

"Enough baby, baka nabigla lang siya" saway ni Coby

"Son, hindi ka ba galit sa akin?" Tanong ni Coby

"Why would i dad? I love you even though ngayon lang kita nakilala dad" nyx said

Ganun siguro siya talaga nangungulila sa kaniyang ama.

Niyakap siya ni Coby at nakita ko ang pagtulo ng kaniyang luha

"I love you son and my daughter too"

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"Dito ka na pala nakatira ngayon" saad ni Coby ng dalhin ko siya sa bahay

"Yes"

"So big" he said

"Yaya, i want milk!" Sigaw ni Ashe

"Ashe, what did i told you before?"

"Not to shout mommy" she said

"Eh bakit ka sumigaw?" Tanong ko

"I'm hungry"

"Dad, come with me i wanna show you our room" saad ni Nyx at hinila si Coby paakyat sa kwarto nila ng kambal

"No! Kuya! I don't want him to enter our room!" She said at hinabol ang kuya at si coby sa taas

Kapag napakasalan ko si Coby, makukuha ko na ang mana ko, makukumpleto pa ang pamilya namin at magsasama na ulit kami

"Aaaaahhhhhh mommmmmmy!!!" Napatakbo ako paakyat ng marinig kong sumigaw si Ashe

"What happened?!" I ask

"Kuya's trying to reveal my baby pictures to dad!" Ashe said and cry

"Don't cry honey" pag-aalo ni Coby

"Kainino?" I ask again

"Dad!" She said

"So you consider him as your dad now?" Tumigil siya sa pag-iyak na para bang may narealize siya

"No! Waaaah! Mommy kuya's trying to reveal my baby pictures to THAT MAN!" lumapit ako kay ashe at hinalikan siya sa pisnge

Ang cute ng anak ko sarap tirisin HAHA

"Kuya enough na yan" i said at kinuha ang mga albums at binalik sa shelf

"But mom, dad wants to see it"

"Later kuya kapag tulog na si ashe okay?" Nyx nod his head at lumabas ng room

Si Ashe naman nasa kama na at may hawak na gatas

"I-I'm sorry hindi ko pa alam ang mga ugali ng anak ko, hindi ko alam kung paano sila i-handle i'm such a worthless dad" coby said, i tap his shoulder and smile

"I'll show you" hinila ko siya at pumunta kami sa kwarto ko kung saan naroroon ang mga ibang baby pictures ng kambal

Pinakita ko sakaniya ang mga pictures ng kambal simula sa pagkapanganak ko sakanila, first walk, firt birthday, hanggang sa first day of school

At hindi nakaligtas sa aking paningin ang pagtakas ng luha sa mata ni Coby

"Thank you" he said