Unexpected || Got7 BamBam

Chapter 19

BamBam's POV

"Bammie." Yewon called over. "Whatever will happen to me, promise me that i'll be the only girl in your heart, okay?" she added.

"I know you know that you will always be the one, pabo. Promise me too that you'll survive that stupid operation, okay?" I answered.

"Trust me. I can do this." Yewon said then smiled.

I slowly leaned over and kissed her soft lips. I stayed there for a moment and I let my stupid tears fall. Between the kisses, she wiped my tear then she started crying as well. No no, don't cry. It feels like my world slowly shatters when you are crying.

She finally let go of the kiss and rested her forehead against mine. Then the doctor and nurses came in to start the operation. I held Yewon's hands and kissed them. After that, I caressed her cheek and planted a kiss on it.

"Promise me you can do it," I said. "Please." I begged.

"Yes, I promise." She said and smiled.

I once pecked her lips more before going out to the room. I smiled at her and tried my best to look strong for her.

"I love you." She said.

"I love myself too." I answered. "I love you too, Yewon!" I half-shouted.

She gave me a sweet smile before the curtain finally closed. And the doctor asked me to wait outside.

I went to the chapel again to pray. To pray that she'll survive her operation. To still be with her and to stay strong for her. I believe she can do this. She's strong. And I know she'll never brake her promise. I trust her.

After some minutes of peace and silence, I decided to go back outside the operation room. I waited for the operation to get finished. I kept walking back and forth because I'm too curious to know what's going on Yewon inside.

After some hour of waiting, the door knob suddenly twisted, indicating the operation is finished. I don't know, but I feel nervous. I don't like this feeling because a time came that I also felt the same. Then, something bad happened.

The doctor came out and wearing a mask, so I can't predict if he's disappointed or not. Then, he approached me. But, when I looked in his eyes, I see that he's nervous too. I went near him and waited for the news.

"Sir. You're the boyfriend of the patient, right?" He asked.

"Yes yes. Tell me what happened." I begged.

He kept silent for a while then he finally spoke. Damn, I feel something is wrong.

"Sir, We're, so. So-sorry. The patient's body is too weak so she didn't made it. the operation. I'm so sorry sir but she's-,"

No no no. Tell me I'm hearing his statement wrong. Please.

"No! You're joking right? Tell me please! She's there, still breathing right? Don't lie to me! You're a doctor so how could you fail with this kind of operation?" I said.

"We're not lying sir. She's-,"

"Don't say the word or else I'll punch your face." I said and decided barge inside the room to check out for Yewon.

As I enter the room, I saw the peacefully sleeping Yewon. The sleeping Yewon that will never wake up again. The sleeping Yewon that will never go to school with me again. The sleeping Yewon that will never kiss, hug and care for me. The sleeping Yewon that I can never bully again and do stupid detentions again, The sleeping Yewon that will never be with me anymore.

I came closer to her and check out if she's still breathing. And I failed. Damn, why? Why did you broke the promise? Why did you left me? You said we'll be together forever. But now, my world just crashed up because of this. Her death.

I once glanced at the beautiful face of hers and caressed it for the last time. Then, my tears are continuously falling from my eyes. I gently planted a last, small kiss on her supple lips. That lips that will never touch with mine's again.

Damn, why did you do this to me huh? You know that you're my source of life right? How am I going to live now without you? You are the sunshine of my day and the moon of my night. You know that my life will be incomplete without you.

Unknowingly, a person entered the room, crying. It's no other than Soohyun. She's with Minghao. Minghao looked so quiet and he's trying to hold his tears. But he failed. His tears went out of his eyes of its own. He quickly wiped away his tears but it falls continuously. Soohyun was crying outloud, shaking Yewon. In case that Yewon is just sleeping and might wake up and be with us again. If it just that easy. But no. She's dead. No more Yewon. No more life.

I walked out of the room and let the two mourn for Yewon. But I, just can't accept of what happened. Just. No. Please tell me this is just a nightmare. Please wake me up, now. Please.

Yewon's POV

Finally! The operation is over! I opened my eyes and I Soohyun crying with Minghao. This girl. I'm just fine, but why is she crying? I smiled brightly before trying sitting upwartd to the bed.

What? But why? My body. Was left on the bed? Am I. Am I dead? Already? But, I just can't. BamBam needs me. Soohyun needs me. Mom, Auntie and my siblings still needs me.

After some minutes, I saw Mom came inside the room, crying. She's with Auntie, Daewan and my siblings. Mom and Auntie rushed to my dead body and they kept on shaking it while crying. Please, I want to wake up! I still want to be with them.

I decided to go outside and look for BamBam. The door. Why can't I touch it? But anyway, I can go through it. Cool! Where he might be? I went out of the hospital and searched for him.

After some moments of searching, I finally found the one I was looking for. BamBam. Sitting on a bench while throwing rocks. He looked like he's after crying. Aw, he cried for me! How cute. It's the first time I saw him crying. But, I know he's quite angry because I broke the promise. I'm sorry that I didn't survived. I'm really sorry.

I sat beside him. Of course I know, he couldn't see me. I tried to caress his face but my I can't. I sighed and just stared at him.

I'm sorry BamBam. I'm sorry if I made you like this. I know you didn't deserve to be like this. But remember, I do always love you. And you'll be a good memory to me. Don't worry, I'll guide you when I reached the heaven. I'll ask Jesus to guide you everyday.