Chapter 20

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Hello my lovely readers sorry for the late late update. I WAS SICK AND THEN MY MOM HAD A SURGERY(SHE IS FINE NOW ALHAMDULLILLAH) AND I SPEND MY TIME WITH MOM.
ANYWAYS HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY IT LOVE IT AND VOTE/COMMENT.
BY THE WAY I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY SISTER @seykhatN and all my followers who supported me from the beginning.

THIRD POV

It was early morning when Asya woke up and went into the kitchen and cook every Turkish food that she knows. She had to release her anger somehow and cooking is the best way. She baked and made alot of food but her mind still thinking about him and the kiss.

Was she angry at herself or at him? Why didn't she stopped him when kissed her. Asya closed her eyes and flashed back from yesterday appeared in her mind. She slowly touched her lips and tried to whip off but it was no use. His scent and roughness of his lips were still stuck in her mind and lips.
Asya shook of the thoughts and clean out the kitchen. After and hour she was done with cleaning was about to head upstairs to change her clothes but was stopped as soon as she saw her in laws.

"Salam Aleykum" Asya greeted while kissing their hands and placing in her forehead. They were at Ardas and decided to live their from now since Asya father in law wants to spend more time with his granddaughter.
"Hmmm it smells amazing here" Asyas mother in law commented while smiling at Asya.
Asya smiled back and lead them to the living room for breakfast.
Asya prepared breakfast for her in laws even though there were maids to help her she refused any.

As they were enjoying there meal, Azad walk in and hugged his father. Asya quickly stood up and rushed to the kitchen, she didnt wanted to face him. She can not face him yet, she didnt how to react or what to say. Her both hands were rested on island table for support. Her heart was beating faster and faster by the minute.

"Mrs. Asya are you alright?" Sandy asked walking towards Asya for support. Asya looked up to meet Sandy's eyes. Asya retrieved her thoughts aside and gathered her self.
'Be strong Asya be brave'
She reminded herself, this was the perfect time were Asya needed her father the most but sadly he was no longer in her life. And in this case she has to deal with all the problems by herlsef like she always did.

Asya took a plate from the kitchen drawer and walked back to the living room. She was nervous after so long. Her gaze was sealed on the floor unable to look at him. How could she? After what had happened between them she doesn't know how to react.
Asya gently placed the plate in front of Azad and poured cup of tea as well. She knew that he was watching her every move and that made her even more nervous.
She sat back in her seat next to her in laws and in front of Azad. Her apatite long gone and mind was everywhere.
"What do you think Asya?" Her mother in law said.
"About the honeymoon?" She continued. Asya was confused she was zoomed out when they were having a conversation.
"What about it?" Asya asked.
"Me and Semih were thinking that we should send you and Azad for honeymoon" he in law said.

Asya almost chocked while drinking hot tea. She wanted refuse their offer and tell them the truth but instead she stayed silence. She had no choice she had to be silence. Asya looked up to meet Azads eyes. She hoped that he will refuse the idea but to her surprised he didnt.
"I think thats a great idea" said Azad never leaving his eyes from hers.
"Then honeymoon it is" said mother in law.

Asya have found herself in the room packing for the so called honeymoon. She found her in laws already booked a hotel and flight which is tonight at six. They were heading to Dominican Republic since it is one of the favorite countries for Azad. Once Asya finished her packed and her husbands she checked herself in the mirror. She knew she tired of all this, the lies the game and most of all her new self. This wasnt Asya that the reflection she sees before herself, she foreign to herself. She has change and she doesnt like it a bit.

Her right hand was holding the dresser while the other was holding her chest. The pain her chest was increasing and was getting worse by day. As if something was burning in her chest and making her unable to breath. Asya slowly and deeply tried to breath and calm herself. After a while she decided to take a shower.

The warm water connected with her body making her relaxed. She closed her eyes and all the things and words and most all the pain came crushing her heart. She wanted to scream and let all her feelings out but something was holding her back. Asya knew that something was her dignaty and pride.
The cruelty of the world was always on Asyas shoulder and it was getting heavier by the day. She didnt know how long she will handle the heaviness but she has to be strong. She has to fight against wrong and cruel.

She was done with shower and went into closet to change into something comfortable. She was more relaxed now and feels much better but the guilt still remains in her heart.
Her skin was pale white she felt sick for some odd reason but this is not the right time to be weak. She gather herself and stepped out of the closet.

At that moment Azad walked into the room, Asya staired at her husband for a moment.
"Why did you accept the offer?" Asya asked while staring at Azad. He was surprised that Asya asked him that question.
"I just....wanted my head to be clear and spend more time with you and get to know you better" he answered. She knew something was wrong he can not change in one day. She didnt trust him a bit but still she remained calm not showing any emotions. Azad turned and grab the luggage bags and was about to leave.
"Why? What made you change?" She asked. Azads back was facing Asya, she didnt see his reaction.
"You did" with that he walked out of the room with the bags.

On the way to the airport was very quiet neither of them talked or made any sound. Azdas words were repeating in Asyas mind over and over again. She was staring out the window thinking, thinking of what will happen next.
"We are here sir" the driver said. They both opened the door and walked into the airport.
Asya looked around and was confused there were alot of people rushing and running around.
Azad grabbed Asyas hand and pulled her towards him.
"Come on we're going to be late" he said and they both started to walk while holding hands.

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