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Third POV
Asyas heart beat was rising every time remembering her in laws words. She can't let Azad know the truth, she didn't wanted his pithiness over her and most important she didn't want her mother to find out about the money. She didn't know what to do or what to expect from this situation.
All the fearful thoughts appeared in her mind and questions of what if's?. How would she ever face all of it but again she will have to one day. She checked herself in the mirror and was afraid. She was worried of who is she becoming, she was in deep thought when Azad barged in. Asya quickly retrieved from her thoughts and stood in front of him.
Her eyes were giving a glare that was freezing Azad bones, she was cold to him as the ice
"We can't go to Turkey" she said with a panic tone. Her big brown eyes were filled with worry she tried to hide it but failed. Her face explained all, her face was pale and her voice was shaking.
"And why is that?.. I want to meet my in laws" he said sarcastically.
"Why?...you don't want me to meet them?" Azad asked.
Azad came closer to her, she didn't once moved back.
"Yes I don't want you to meet them" she said straight forward. She knew he will eventually find out the truth and that she was afraid of.
"And why is that?" He asked.
All the reasons not to do this come flooding in, as if Asyas body chemistry just sent a blanket invitation. She felt the soft panic that grow more and more by seconds.
"Because nothing about us is real and I don't want my family to see this" Asya said never leaving her gaze. It was sad but it was also the truth. Azad was taken back a little.
"What do you mean?..."he asked.
Asya just realized what she have to told him, she panicked for a second.
The blood pounded in her ears. Her heart thudded in her chest. Her hands shook. Her feet tingled. Her vision disfigured, as if she were looking through a fish-eye lens. She had to get away. She couldn't stay near . She couldn't look at him. There was too much of a risk of her bursting out the truth. She was stranded.
Azad observed her reaction, he knew right away that something was strange. As if she was hiding something from him but let it go as he knew that eventually he will find out.
Her beautiful eyes filled with range and pain but she needs to keep it to herself and pretend as if nothing happened.
"Do you enjoy doing this?" she asked him, waiting looking for his answer.
"And you are the one who asking me this?"he smirked and walked out of the room.
Asya rushed outside the balcony, her right hand was on her chest trying to catch her breath. She barely holding onto to the truth, she was afraid that one day she would just burst out the truth.
"I cant't hold it ..... not anymore" she said ad the tears were gathering. She cant wait until all this will be over when it will, she leave this place behind for good.
Asya was in mixed emotions she didn't know her ending that what was freighting her. As she walked slowly down the stairs she realized how her life had been in drastic change and that anything she does always comes back hurting her. Any decision she have made it harmed her...'This is what will happen if you lie' she thought to herself. She was now outside observing the night and investigated the darkness where there was not a singlelight, she wasn't afraid, nor it bothered her, but she wished that in thisdarkness there would be light. She knewit that the truth somehow will be revealed but she also knew once it will she and Azad will no longer be together. She sights as a tear drop fall from her eye, she wanted to scream on top of her lungs all the truths as it was burden in her heart.
"Isn't cold?'' she was retrieved from her thoughts when Arda asked. His tall appearance was near Asya. She smiled and greeted him.
''I actually love the cold weather'' she stated as she continued staring at the darkness but his eyes were locked on her. His eyes were filled with admiration towards her he wanted to protect her and have her all to himself but he can't at least not yet.
''Brother Arda I want to talk to you about something important'' said Asya with sincere voice. They both went inside to office so they can talk in private. Arda locked the door so that no one can bother them.
''What is going on? tell me'' he assured Asya.
''Your parents bought tickets for us to visit my family''she said with worried tone. She was now walking back and forth indication of nevrouseness.
''I dont want him to find out about the truth...especially after what happened''she continued.
Arda noded his head as he was agreeing with Asya. He came closer to her and held her right wrist to stop her from walking and she did. Once more his eyes was locked in hers, once more he wished she was his and will hoping one day he will hold her in his arms and never let go.
''What is going on here why was the door locked?''Asya and Arda turned to see the owner of the voice and was surprised to see Azad.
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Love and Punishment (Islamic Story)
Spiritual"The only reason we got married is because of my father don't forget that and besides your parents sold you to me" he growled and then smirk. Those words were enough for Asyas blood boil in anger, she was staring at her so called husband with wide e...
