I'm fine-a shyland fanfiction

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Ok so I got some messages that this is a lot like another story on wattpad but I didn't copy it I guess great minds think alike right jk im a fucking idiot😂  Ryland wasn't okay and I knew it he was always sad and he barely ate anymore only at work well as he says he eats a muffin in the morning and that's it...but I don't wanna overwhelm him so I decided to just wait
"I'm sorry I've just had a bad day"he lied
I could always tell when he was lying
"Ok well let's eat and you can tell me about it"I said rubbing his shoulder
"I'm not hungry"he lied again asbhe walked up the stairs
I was scared for him I needed him in my life
"Yes you are"I said stopping him halfway up
"No I'm just not"he lied
"Ryland yes you are and I know it you need to eat now come eat this"I said holding back tears
"Shane I'm not fucking hungry I ate at work I told you!"he yelled as he released from my hand
"Ry-"is all I could say before the door shut
Ryland's pov
I closed the door in tears and walked to my drawer in the dresser and grabbed a tiny blue box in it were three blades I took the biggest one and I walked to the bathroom closing and locking the door behind me
I rolled my left sleeve up and glided the blade softly across my skin to spell out 'ew'in big letters
I cried softly
"Shane I'm so sorry"I whispered into the air as nobody listened
"Ryland you okay"Shane asked
"Yeah I'll be out in a minute"I said
"K"he said then left
I finished writing the w when I started feeling dizzy and sick
Shit
I rinsed off my arm and hid the blade and cleaned off the floor and counter
Then walked out
"Shane I'm gonna take a nap live you sorry about earlier"I yelled from the stairs
"Ok love you too"he said
Then I played down as my vision started getting blurry I went to sleep...