I'm fine-a shyland fanfiction

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Rylands pov
I woke up to Shane not being there but coming into the room after only about q minute
"Hey"I whispered
"Hey get dressed we're going somewhere"he said with red puffy eyes...he had been crying
"Baby what's wrong"I asked getting out of bed frantically
"Nothing"he said smiling
Shane's POV
"Nothing"I lied forcing a fake smile as I walked downstairs with my tear stained cheeks red and sore eyes and shaky hands as I paced back and forth in the living room trying so hard not to burst into tears right now by keeping my eyes shut
Ryland came down the stairs in baggy pants,a big Gray hoodie,and a confused look on his face
I forced another useless smile as he hugged me
I wanted to cry and hold him forever but I know this is what's best for him
"Are you sure you're okay?"he asked again looking at me deeply
I nodded and he kissed my lightly
I kissed back ever so faintly then we walked off to the car and I started to drive
As I drove my hands where shaking like crazy while ryland was just on his phone and I still haven't made him eat today
It was like fighting a battle and giving your guns to the other team...this was all my fault,no right now I have to focus all my attention on ryland
Sorry Shane
Sorry Shane
Sorry Shane
Sorry Shane
Sorry Shane
Those words ran through my head in loops as I drove,
After a long time of driving I took the final left where we pulled in
Ryland looked up quickly and stared,he slowly turned to me and looked like he was so lost
He opened the door and got out after me and we walked in together
"I'm signing in Ryland Adams"I said to the women at the front desk
"absolutely just sign this and both of you come with me"she said sweetly
I signed it quickly and signaled ryland to come with me
He walked slowly with me as the woman led us to a room
"Now here is where ryland will be staying you can say your goodbyes now"she said leaving soon after she said it
I walked over to him and hugged him
His tears soaking my shirt I rubbed his back in vertical lines
I was starting to regret my decision but I knew it was to late
"Please Shane don't make me do this I'll eat I'll stop cutting I promise just please don't do this to me"he sobbed
I broke,tears rushed out of my eyes
I pulled him closer as I hugged him
"I'll eat everything just please don't make me do this"he sobbed
"Baby it's what's best for you"I argued softly
"I love you"he cried
"I love you too,now I'll see you in two days"I said giving him one last kiss before I walked out
This truly was what was going to help him even if it was hard I had to do it for him
Sorry ryland...