I'm fine-a shyland fanfiction

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Shane's pov
I heard sirens and saw they where outside so I picked up Ryland and brought him then the paramedics put him in the ambulance
"So what do you think caused this"an officer asked me
"He's been struggling with anorexia and this is all my fault I should have gotten him help in the first place"I said
"It's not your fault he just needs to get to the hospital"she said then left with the ambulance
I got in my car and followed them luckily it was only ten minutes away Then I arrived and they got Ryland out and rushed him in
"We need oxygen and doctor Smith stat"one of the doctors said
I ran in and tried to go down the hall but a doctor stopped me
"Sorry sir Ryland can't have visitation right now"he said
I ran down the hall anyway not giving a fuck,Ryland was so important to me
I tried to get in the room but it was locked
Doctors started bringing me back to the waiting room and they got me there
I sat in the chair in tears with my face in my hands when I felt a hand on my right shoulder
"Shane?"said the person
"Lisa?"I asked looking up at her
She was sitting down next to me
"What's going on with ryland?,I heard his name"she asked
"He's been getting alot of hate a-a-nd started cutting and he developed anorexia and i didn't get him treatment and this is all my fault"I cried
She hugged me
"it's not your fau-"she said
"Yeah it is i know it is"I cried
"Well I know it's not"she whispered while hugging me
"Thanks"I said through my tears
"No problem"she said squeezing my hand since she new it calmed me down
"Mr.yaw"a doctor said loudly
I turned around quickly
"Yes please tell me ryland's okay"I begged
"He should be come with me"he said
Then we walked in the room and ryland was laying unconscious with IVs in him and a heartbeat monitor on
Tears where in my eyes
"I'll let you have a moment"he said then left
I broke down in tears when he left
"Baby please stay with me I love you so much"I cried
"Shane?"I heard Lisa whisper
"Yeah?"I cried back
She hugged me tightly and i hugged her back
"Everything's gonna be okay I promise"she said looking me in the eyes
"Thanks"I whispered
Then walked over to ryland
"Honey I love you so much"I said holding his hand tight
"I love you too"he whispered as his eyes flashed open