My Journal

December 18th 2016

So I looked through Facebook and found out two teenage girls used to seduce and kill nazi's during WWII.

See this sounds like something I'd do if I was ever kidnapped. Or in a life or death situation.

So after finding that out. I had a workout which was nice. It's the fourth day of it I think?

My old man is still sick which sucks. He said he's going to be in town on Wednesday but he's not going to spend Christmas with us.. which I'm upset about. If you read my entry yesterday you'd know why..

One week until Christmas and oh my gosh I'm excited. We haven't got the tree up yet. But maybe tomorrow.

I derped around on the YouTube and looked at the D.I.Y's. And I want all of them. But my room is really small sooooo no. My mom is thinking of moving to either another country or closer to her sister who lives on the other side of our country.... so hopefully if I get a bigger room, I can design it more.

Thinking about it, I was thinking of started my own vlog channel on YouTube, making videos of all types of stuff I've been through and weird stories. I dunno. Would anyone actually watch it?

After a while I fell asleep while listening to music and woke up not too long later to put my phone on the charger, then I fell back asleep.

This is where shit went down.

All of a sudden I hear my brother screaming, which woke both my mom and I up. And he's screaming. "I want to go home." At first we thought he was sleep walking and then she felt his temperature and he was burning up. Due to how hot his temperature was, we think he was hallucinating. Which I hope to god that's not the case, either that or he work up from a rem stage of sleep....however he seemed to calm right down after we fought with him to get him into the bath water and gave him some medicine. Besides the fact he didn't know that he was home, he didn't forget anything.

My mum, since she used to be a nurse, knew what medicine to give him and how to calm him down. Thank gosh.

My mom ordered pizza, cookies and pasta from dominos which was amazing.

I looked at some Wanderlust room DIY's and oh my gosh I want. It's definitely a dream of mine to travel. And I've never traveled outside of Canada. I might go to the USA this summer but probably not. Maybe the summer after that though. But I'll be working my arse off because the only reason I'd go is to go to an acting course.

I went to an audition for two companies in July and one of the people there was an actor I grew up with watching. I worked my ass off to prepare for the audition. I wrote my own dialogue, which had to be under a minute, and preformed good. The actor looked shocked to see "powerful acting" according to my mom. He was actually laying right back in his seat and we made eye contact. Which for me is a wow because I'm really shy of I've never actually talked to someone.

Long story short. I got a call back for both companies. Because of that I guess, my mom said I'd make it big in acting but I'm not sure.

But instead of going to the U.S I want to go somewhere in Europe. I'm kind of bored of being in one place. I just want to travel.

Anyway since I'm tired and not feeling well, imma go to bed. Night