Why me?

Chapter 6 Hate

Steve's POV

I don't know why I am doing this.... But I know I have to do this....
It just makes me feel happy when I see people going down. And Emily is a big challenge. She won't go down easily. That's why it will be fun. But I feel bad wait what are you stupid Steve!? Why are you feeling bad!? You need to be happy. I just can't get it its my first time in feeling bad for someone who I bullied. No Steve no! I took a deep breath and again smirked at my evilness for Emily....

Emily's POV

I woke up from my comfortable bed... And went for a quick shower. I took a day off as I wasn't in the condition to go to school. Because of yesterday's wounds...

I went downstairs and saw that Matt has already gone. He left behind a note on the table saying
Sis! I won't be back till midnight. I have some work
Love Matt

Oh! So the day is gonna be boring. :( I took out my phone and scrolled through instagram. I saw nothing new. As I don't have many friends. I went through my Facebook and all I could see were some hate messages. I gathered some courage and opened them. One was from a girl named Kate:

Bitch! Can't you get it!? How many times you have been told to kill yourself. Just kill already!

Okay... Let's just go to the next one which was from a boy named David:

Haha! Its really nice to see you fall and cry and get bullied. You deserve it you ****.

And there was one from.... STEVE:

"I bet you already have many hate messages. Let me just tell you that they all are true. I can't understand why your parents didn't abort you. Oops. I bet they died just because of you... Hahaha. Still more to come"

A tear dropped... There were more and more of these hate messages and I read it like knife getting stabbed in my heart every second. I threw my phone on the couch and sat to watch some movies
I watched some movies Teen spirit, Suicide squad and The maze runner 1 and 2 both.

I already told Lilly that I wasn't coming. So that's why today she needs to be responsible so that she can note down all the home works and notes of today. 😏😏

After that I went outside in my garden and read a book. I was getting pretty bored. So that's why I decided to write a poetry. It was not really good but it kept me busy.

Sometimes I just look around
I see in my hand a penny and a pound
Still not happy and wanting more
But why I am so sad for?
Do I need to live in a small hut?
Do I wear something covered with mud!
There are some people who get mad
While there are some while smile even when sad.
Do I need to explain everything in detail or brief?
Or do I need to eat food covered with a dirty leaf?
Do I have a lack of friends?
Or I still need to make amends
Even if I do everything right
Do I need to fight wild animals with might?
I have a good house and lovely brother
While those who are alone live happily and do not bother
So if you are sad and sobbing tears..
Just think its not worth all others' fears.
If you think you don't have a good life
That means you are wrong & don't hit the knife
Cause all you need is a smile on your face
And stay at your pace.......
*a/n*
This poetry is written by me (Tehreem) you will get to see more better than this I guess and more poetries in the upcoming chapters as I already told you Emily loves writing poetries.

I felt quite happy after writing the poetry. Cause I really want to become a poet. I searched for some websites to post my poetry and I found one. Its name was poetworks.com.
I quickly made an account and posted my poetry. I was having a good time.
I called Lilly
"Hey lil! How was school today!?" I asked

"Boring"

I chuckled "So tell me all the assignments and homework"

Lilly told me everything and then she said "hey! Em you know what Steve was really quiet today and a bit upset lmao"

I rolled my eyes "obviously cause today he had no one to bother with"

Lilly just chuckled and then said "okay! Bye luv you"

I went upstairs to do my homework and after completing I listened to music and just danced.

Suddenly all the lights went off. Oh no I hate darkness. It scares the shit out of me.
I went downstairs with a torch and a baseball bat in my hand.

Suddenly someone put a hand on my mouth. I wanted to scream but that person was not leaving. The lights came back and I could see the person's face it was ..... Steve oh no!

"W-what d-do you want!?" I stutter

"Nothing! I just came to give you the beating of today"

I closed my eyes and let my hands lose and I let a deep sigh "Okay, kill me if you want. I am tired of all this shit. I am tired from running and hiding. So just.... Just do what you want."

I can see that his evil look changed to a sympathetic look. He immediately shook his head and headed towards me. I walked back and back till my back touched the wall. He came closer and punched me right on the face. It was really hard I fell down and fainted. He stuttered some words like "I don't know" or something and then he left slamming the door behind.

I woke up at like 11:30. I cleaned my wound and prayed to be okay to go to school tomorrow. I went to bed and all I was just thinking was about what he said before going out of my house? I couldn't sleep.

So I went downstairs and ate this afternoon's leftover pizza. I don't care if that will cause an upset stomach I just knew that I was hungry.

Matt was back from work he saw me and said "you foodie still eating. Its midnight. Go get some sleep or you are not gonna wake up for school tomorrow"

"Haha. I am sure I will"

"Em! What happened to your cheek. Its red! Why?"

"Oh. I just slept on my table while doing homework. Nothing else. Lmao"

Matt hugged me and went upstairs to his room. After eating my yummy pizza and making myself satisfied. I was ready to go. But I saw a note stuck on the counter. It said

You look hot in your shorts ;) You are causing more trouble!!

More trouble. No! I don't want any more. I am already fed up. I took the note and tore into very ... Very small pieces and threw in the dustbin and went back to bed. In a peaceful sleep maybe...

I see a girl walking and suddenly a guy approached her, making the girl jump. She starts to run, but was blocked by two another guys who smirked. The guy started coming near. He whispered something in the girl's ear and then made her fall hard on the ground. She stood there helpless. Her feet not working. Suddenly two dogs come barking at her and came to attack her but then.....

Nightmare....