Why me?

Chapter 7 Its so hard.

Its so hard when nobody understands you.... Its so hard when u get hate more than you deserve..... Its so hard when you are beaten and still stand up trying to be strong.... Its so hard when you want to tell a person what you have been up to but can't.... Its so hard when you just cry alone at night. And the more harder thing is when suffering from all of these things, even if you are dying inside but still keep a smile on your face. So that no one worries...

I woke up from my heaven like bed to get ready to go to the hell..... School. I loved school until the day Steve came. I wore a nice shirt and jeans I took my bag and went downstairs to get breakfast and there was Matt.

Matt looked at me in a worried and kinda confused look "Em, have you been crying the whole night? Cause your eyes seem to be swelled.."

"No, maybe I couldn't get enough sleep. Nothing else bro"

Matt just nodded and gave me an 'okay' look. I went to the garage to start my car. But it couldn't start. I tried and tried. But still nothing happened. I went to check what the problem was and saw that the petrol was coming out of the car. Ugh! Can life be more miserable!?

I saw a small note sticking on the Car door. Duh I am tired of this now! It said

Another misery for you for not listening to me.... Steve xxx

Wait!? When I didn't listen to him?? Oh yeah maybe he said to kill myself but I didn't... And that's when I didn't listen him. But I should just keep going :')

I decided to use my bicycle to go to school. I already have enough time. A bicycle can cover me. I took my bicycle and started my way to school.
I plugged my Earphones in my ear and went ahead. I was on my halfway when I started singing along with the songs. I was so busy in singing and listening when I saw a car heading right toward me. I thought that car would take another turn. But it came right towards me. I tool a quick turn but failed to balance and I fell badly on the ground. I saw that the window of that car was sliding down. I saw the evil face of that person. And that person was Steve.... I gritted my teeth at him and he just smirked and went on his way. I was in so much pain. My knees were hurting and my arms, back everything was hurting.

I saw another car coming. That car stopped right in front of me. Wait!? What its Steve again!? He came and smirked at me

"Enjoyed it Darling??"

I looked at him angrily for a while and then replied " Who would enjoy this shit you filthy monster!?"

He glared at me and left me there... I was in so much pain that I didn't realise that I was crying. How could someone do that!? I think I am near to death..I am injured as hell. I need someone to help me. I can't shout.