Hey for some reason this was unpublished so I'm sorry if you've already seen this,it's pretty old
I turn on my computer and get comfy in my seat. I immediately call my best friend Lui on skype,so we can talk for hours like usual.
"Hey baby!" He yells in his squeaker voice. "Why hello Lui." I chuckle loudly.
"So..what did you do today?" He says in his normal,deeper voice.
I always find myself blushing at the sound of his voice. Not sure why.
"Uh..not much.I did paint a new photo." I say smiling at the man Infront of me.
"Can I see it?" He asks smiling cheekily.
"Nope! You can see it when you come see me." I say laughing. Lui lives in San Diego.
While I live in (your state) .
"That's mean!" He whines like a kid. "So what kid!" I yell laughing.
I raise my hand to brush some hair out of my face,when I notice Lui tense up and his smile disappears.
"what?" I ask concerned. His eyes harden at something and I cant tell what.
"What...what's on your arm?" He asks leaning closer to his computer.
I glance down at my arm to see a big,hand shaped,bruise on it. It's a lot more purple than it was before.
My eyes widen and I look up to the screen to see an very angry looking Lui.
"...did Jonathan do that?" He asks very quietly and sad like.
Tears form in my eyes and I look down. I nod my head lightly in shame.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks me with sad eyes.
"...because I love him and...I don't want to loose him?" I say in question.
"Are you scared to loose him or are you scared of him?" Lui asks me deeply.
"It doesn't matter Lui...I deserved it.I shouldn't of made him mad, it's all my fault." I say sadly.
"What could you have possibly done Y/N?" He asks me.
I look up to the screen and sigh sadly.
"I tried to leave him." I say in a monotone voice.
"And the bruise on your neck?" He asks me now inspecting all on my body.
I raise my hand and rub the large bruise that raps around my neck.
"Same reason.." I say dully.
"...I'm coming to see you." He says standing up and pacing.
"Lui I don't know if he'd like that." I say a in panic.
"I don't care. I'm going to see you and help you." He says determined.
"But Jonath- "no!" He yells cutting me off.
"He's the reason I'm going to see you. I need to be there." He says angrily.
The from door slams shut,rattling the house.
I look at Lui with wide eyes. He freezes and stares at me.
"He's here." I mutter shakily. Lui's eyes widen to the size of saucers.
My bedroom door slams open. "Goodbye Lui" I hang up quickly.
I sit in my chair,not moving,not breathing. All because of fear.
I feel his presence behind me. I hear his heavy breathing.
"Y/N.." He mutters darkly and angrily. I shake in my seat,and tears stream down my face.
"Jonny." I whisper holding in my sobs.
My heart beat quickens and my breathing speed increases.
His hand grips my shoulder roughly.
I flinch in pain. His grip getting tighter by the minute.
I raise my head slowly and I look up at Jonathan.
His baby blue eyes pierce down at me. His pale skin reflects the computer light.
"Jon..." I whisper,hypnotized by his eyes.
I stand up,with his hand still on my shoulder. He lets go and watches my every move.
I turn myself so I'm facing him. His eyes never leaving my face.
I step closer to him. I wrap my arms tightly around his waist,and burry my head in his chest. He relaxes a little. His chest rises as he inhales deeply.
His hand raised up and he rests it on my lower back. His other hand raises and he places it on the back of my head,and he pushes me closer to him.
Tears continue to run and his shirt begins to get wet.
He slowly places his head on my shoulder.
I missed this. But I know it won't last long until Delirious comes out.
It's not Jons fault he hurts me. It's delirious's.
Jon would never hurt me. My affection makes Del become Sane.
"I love you." He whispers painfully.
"I love you so much Jon. So much" I whisper crying into his chest.
"I'm so sorry baby. God I'm so sorry" he whispers. I feel my shoulder begin to get wet.
"It's not your fault" I mutter rubbing my hand up and down his back.
"I wish I could control him." He cried.
I pull away from the hug and look up and Jon.His blue eyes are red and waters.
A frown his stitched into his face.
I reach up and wipe the tears away from his face.
He leans down and captured me in a kiss. Our tears mix together as we kiss.
"I love you" I mutter against his lips.
"I love you too" he says back.
We break the kiss and I run my hands through his black hair.
"I will never leave you Jonathan. I love you too much." I whisper looking lovingly into his eyes.
His eyes darken and I freeze.
"Delirious." I mutter.
He peers down at me and smiles.
"Y/n." He mutters darkly.
His hand returns to my shoulder roughly.
"Delly?" I ask.
"Hmm?" He hums capturing me in his never ending gaze.
"I'm scared"'I mutter tensely.
"You should be" he says boldly. His dark and deep voice rings in my ears.
My vision begins to get blurry and I begins to get dizzy.
"Delly what are you doing?" I whisper holding onto him so I don't fall.
"What I have to." He answers. I look up to his blurry face (🤓) and whimper.
"I want Jonathan back" I cry.
"He's not coming back princess. And I'm never leaving." He smirks.
My legs begin to wobble,and he can no longer keep me up.
As I fall he picks me up bridle style.
"what are you doing?" I ask again,with tears pouring out.
"Making sure you never leave us" he says smiling.
My eyes begin to get heavy and my head gets harder to keep up.
I let my head fall back and dangle and I allow my eyes to flutter shut.
Lui...please get here quicker.
