I really hate seeing him hurt like this.
He begins to stutter and tears freely fall down his face and he just looks like a mess.
And there's nothing I can do but love him.
His anxiety causes him to think that he's not good enough for me,and it breaks my heart.
"Y-you probably deserve someone better,but I swear no one wants to take up to your face as much as I do." He sniffs and his body shakes with nerves.
"I love you...I love you so much. You're perfect I promise." I engulf him in my arms and he begins to break down.
His body racks with sobs and he isn't able to catch his breath.
My own eyes start to water even imaging how much he's hurting.
"Please...don't leave me." He pleads and I hug him tighter.
Eventually we both end up on the ground as he clings to me like a scared child.
"Look at me.." I whispers.
He raises his head from my shoulder and looks me in the eye.
My heart breaks at the sight of him.
His eyes all puffy and red
His nose is red and irritated
His lip quivers slightly as he tires to stop crying
And his eyes hold heartbreak and self hate.
" I will love you forever,Evan. I promise."
