"Please.." I whisper
My hands scratch at my throat as my words get stuck.
"Let me.." I croak,gripping his shirt.
Tears fall quickly from my face,
"I'm so tired of this life.." my voice cracks
"But don't you love me?" He asks gently,I watch him reach out to touch my face,but I can't feel him
"I do" I pause
"But loving you..is killing me.." I whisper
My voice is raw and uncensored
"I've been hurting for so long..baby kill me in your thoughts" I plea
"No." He sighs.
His hands run through his hair,and I swear for a second I could feel his breath on my neck as he spoke
"I can't let you go..I can't let you leave this world." His eyes glaze over
"You can't keep stopping me...you can't keep saving me,Tyler." I sniff and wipe my face.
"You wouldn't let me stop you,so why do you stop me?" I ask,but get no reply
"You're gone...you're never coming back,I'll never feel your touch again,but god knows I want to. So let me join you." I cry,I can feel my heart break for a second time.
"You have a life to live." He growls
"Yeah,but it's not with you! And you are my life Tyler! And you're not here anymore,so I don't want to be here either!" I yell,trying to get him to understand
He breathes deeply,and tears finally fall down from his eyes.
"Don't you love me?" I ask him gently,reaching out to touch his face,but my hand goes right through him
"I do." He whispers in sadness
I nod gently,and a small,pitiful smile forms on my face
"Then let me die."
