Jampacked!

Dancing 1

Dancing is embarrassing. I always think I'm doing it right. But I never am. When I dance, people laugh. I remember one time in 8th grade I was dancing in my choir class, and then after that, I was a laughing stock. These group of 6th graders would always come to me and ask me to do the exact same dance I did the one time, over and over again. And me being the idiot I am, did it for them. Little did I know I was uploaded to snapchat. And they shared it with their friends, and then those girls would stop me in the hallway and ask me to do the dance. The dance I did wasn't really all that funny. I had just pelvis thrusted and shook my hips around. What was so funny? I'm always used to telling jokes, or stories that are funny. But those are supposed to be funny. I was just trying to jam out to music, not do something funny. To be honest, that whole thing just damaged my pride in my dancing skills. I used to dance in front of my family members before all of them became assholes. They always said that I was good, and I had believed them, so what was this now. These girls would always be saying "You should become a professional dancer," but now I see what they were really saying was "You should embarrass yourself more for us." I shouldn't have even been taking that stupid choir class. Everyone knows I can't sing. And apparently, I can't dance either.

After that little incident, I always hated dancing. At the middle school dances, I stood against the walls or sat on the bleachers just so that I wouldn't embarrass myself. The only thing was that I never really told any of my friends what had happened, so to them it looked like I was trying to hard to be cool. But I wasn't, I just didn't want to partake in an embarrassing activity and become a laughing stock again. But that's okay! Cause I can dance when I'm alone, and no one can ever see me because I'd be alone and there are no cameras in my room.

Ugh, you're so creepy. Dancing in your room, that's super creepy. Just get over yourself and get back to doing what you love! Who cares if you're laughed at........

I do.