Letter 14

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by withlovelily

by withlovelily

                                    
                                              Dear Simon, 
                          Dinner with Charlie went well, we talked for hours and then took a stroll around the city. 
                          He told me he has feelings for me but that he'll let me take my time. 
                          He also asked about my past relationships. For some reason I didn't tell him about you. 
                          Not like you probably talk about me or anything but, I feel like I lied to him. I'm trying not to overthink it. 
                          My friend took me out to a painting class as an early birthday present. I had so much fun and I couldn't believe how well the painting turned out, I hung it up in my bedroom so I could admire it every time I see it. 
                          I would tell you what it is but, you'd laugh so I keep it a mystery
                          Remember last Christmas, the drawing of us a fan had sent in? It was beautiful. I wish I could've taken it with me when I left but I wanted you to have it. To remember. 
                          Tobi called me a few hours ago. 
                          Saying you've been having a rough time. 
                          I wish there was some way I could make you feel better but you're mad at me and I'll just make it worse. 
                          But remember how great of a person you are. 
                          Despite the flaws, you're still amazing. 
                          Despite our relationship, I still care about you. 
                          From, 
Celeste