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Letter 15

Dear Simon,

Charlie took me to some Christmas party at a clients house. I've never felt so out of place. So uncomfortable.

I wish I could say I had a great time but I didn't.

He ditched me for some pretty girls in expensive dresses. I felt humiliated, I ditched him and went home.

How do I have the worst luck in guys?

Not that you were the worst, in fact you were the best. I just didn't see it then. Neither of us did.

When people ask who ruined the relationship, I don't know what to say. It was both of us who pulled our love to the ground and squashed it.

I regret it.

I still love you.

Do you?

Remember last Christmas when we had a huge Christmas dinner at that nice restaurant with everyone? I loved that day.

Love,
Celeste