Tormented By Our Love (Mortal Instruments,Malec)

Chapter 6

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Magnus

 

What did I just say? Oh god! I didn't mean to say that to him. What if he didn't have feelings for me? What if.... no not what if, I was tell ing him now. I am Magnus FREAKING Bane. I looked at him, and he was blushing.

"How do you think you ca-" He started, but the the waitress came back with our coffee.

"There you go." She said with a smile, turning to Alec she said, "Do you have a girlfriend by any chance?"

Alec blushed and shook his head. This made her smile grow. "Well, maybe we shouldmeet up sometime. Anyways,  just call me over if you need anything." And with that, she left me and Alec alone.

"I told you she liked you, but I like you more." I said. Wait... I said that? Crap. What would he say?

"You like me?" He said, blushing once again. Is he evr not blushing. I stared into his blue eyes and was lost again.

"Of course I do. I don't know a single person who wouldn't like you. You are amazing, handsome, and a joy to be around. The question is, Alexander, do you like me?" Now I was just saying things without even trying to, but I really didn't care.

Alec

Did hejust ask me if I like him. Of course he did. What should I say? If I say yes, he could have just been joking. But what if he wasn't? I would just... I don't know.

"I do like you Magnus. Very much actually." I sighed, I guess I was going with telling him. He had an even wider smile then the waitress had. I was about to reply when I got a text from Isabelle.

Hows Takis? She asked. I was confused at first when I remembered what I had done. I told her I was going to Takis so she wouldn't interupt me. I looked at Magnus, but his gold-green eyes were glazed over. He must be zoned out. I replied to Iz imediatly.

Great, now leave me alone. And then I turned my phone off. I knew it probably wasn't a good idea, but I was sure there wouldn't be an emergency while I was gone. Now I looked at Magnus, and he was staring at me.

"Who was that?" He asked. I figured I should just tell him the truth.

"Isabelle. She is wondering how I am." I answered. He looked like he wanted to say more, but he didn't.

Magnus

I was going to ask Alec how he thought this was going, but thought better of it. The next hour or so was spent talking a bit about ourselves. I was mostly unsure on how to answer for myself until one of Alecs replies got my attention.

"Well, I am still in the closet. Only my sister, and well you, know that I am gay. I constantly wonder if I should tell people... but then I am scared back in. My sister once said I was so far in the closet I could see narnia." He said, with tears forming in his eyes. I suddenly felt bad for asking why he never had a boy friend before. Without thinking I got out of my booth and into Alecs. Soon enough my arms were wrapped around him. He was crying into my shoulder. I hardly cared, I just wanted him to be better. I began whispering things like "Its alright." or "Shh, calm down." I began rubbing his back. Moments later he pulled back.

"I am so sorry." He said, wiping his eyes. "I shouldn't have broke down like that."

"Alexadner, it is quite alright. Everyone breaks down every now and then." I smiled, and he smiled back. His eyes were red and puffy from tears but he still looked perfect to me. The waitress came over and handed us the bill. She must have seen me hugging Alec, because she was suddenly in a terrible mood. We split the bill and headed to my apartment. We decided to walk since I was only a few blocks away. The walk was quiet, but not awkward. It was a very comfortable silence. When we reached my apartment he looked around. Today I had a blue couch, and a black coffee table. The television was still there since Ididn't have time to change that. The walls were a glittery white and there was a black carpet down. I took his jacket and he sat on the edge of the couch.

"Nice place. Very... shiny." He said, and smiled.

"Well I have this thing for glitter. If you stick around I think you will notice that to be very true." I smiled back at him. He began to blush and I moved to his side.

Alec

Magnus sat so close to me that I could feel his warmth. He was slowly leaning forward, as if waiting for permission first. I was going to move back but I couldn't, instead I leaned forward. Our lips touched and i swear I felt electricity. Not like a warlocks magic, this was different. It seemed to course through my veins and make me shudder. My hands unwillingly went to his neck and pulled him closed. His hands went to my waist and pulled me closer to him as well. My heart was racing but I didn't care. I felt him lick my leps, asking me to open them. I did. His toung explored my mouth and it was amazing. I suddenly  felt him pull back. I could tell by the way his cat eyes studdied me that he didn't want to. awe stared into eachothers eyes, foreheads touching. I suddenly pulled back farther and looked down.

"I am so sorry." I said. I was fully aware that I was blushing. Realising wy hands were on his shoulders I pulled him back. Doing this made me realize that his hands were still on my sides. I looked up to his face and he was smiling.

"No need to apologize Alexander. I happened to enjoy it." He winked. My bluch got much darker red.

"I-I did too." And then reached for my phone since it was ringing. "One second, its Izzy." He nodded and I went tothe kitchen to answer my phone.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hi Alec. How are you? How is the date? When are you gonna be home?" she gasped "Are you coming home?" I rolled my eyes and heard Magnus laughing in the other room, I looked at my phone and saw it was on speaker. "Who was that, Alec?" Izzy asked, and I could basically hear her smile.

"It was Magnus Iz. Now could you shut up. I will be home in an hour, so bye." I hung up and went back into the living room, completely embarrassed.

"You don't have to you know." Magnus greeted me as I entered.

"I don't have to what?" I asked him.

"You don't have to head home tonight. Though the Chairman usually sleeps in the guest room, so that leaves my room or the couch."

"The chairman?" I asked, knowing I was asking the wrong question. Magnus' face brightened up and he replied, "Oh yeah, I have a cat named Chairman Meow. And I didn't hear a no to my suggestion."

"Thats because I didn't say know. But- um well I...um..... I guess I could..... its just one night." I stuttered.

Magnus

Alec had the cutest stutter. What was I doing, I mean I barely knew this kid and I was letting him into my home? It wasn't the first time I had done this, but with Alec is was different. It was like I was terrified to move to fast, but at the same time I wanted all of him. I never wanted to loose him. NO. I just ment him, I know what love is. I was brought out of my thoughts by his beautiful voice.

"I mean, only if you want me to." He said, blushing the darkest red I had ever seen. I couldn't help but smile.

"Of course I do, I would never pass that off." He went an even darker red. Crap. He yawned. It was then I realized how tired he looked. The clock on my wall said it was 9:13. How had it gotten so late?

"Alec, do you want to head to bed?" I asked. He shook his head, but his eyes began to close. I laughed and picked him up bridal style. He looked as if he was going to protest, but began falling asleep. I plaec him in the bed and crawled next to him under the covers. I smiled to myself and went to sleep.