I stood above Alec, mumbling ancient words under my breath. He was asleep now, just how the ritual said was recomended. As I kneeled beside him, worry and fear filled my saddening heart. Doubt as well. What if I wasn't his soul mate? What if this didnt save him? I pushed the thoughts aside. At least I was doing what I could.
At last, the ritual came to an end. I gently leaned down and kissed him on the lips, then placed both hands over his heart. I chanted the words, "I love you, and this love will rid you of this demonic presense. I give you my heart, soul, and peace withing. I here by rid you of this horror, and bid thee livable once again.", until the words funbled into nonsense. Now, clearly too weak and tired, I fell beside Alec. The doubts and worries were gone. I only thought of Alec.
Alec, Alec, Alec.
For once in my entire life, I knew how I felt. I knew that Alec was the one. I knew, that I wanted to be with him forever. And at least I knew that now. By doing this to revive him and clear his blood, I granted him the option of immortality. If he wishes to except, we will be forever together. If not, then he will live a normal lengthed life along with his friends and family. I wouldnt blame him if he made this choice. I know the pain of watching those I love die.
So many people who I could barely remember now. So many faces I couldnt quite place. I remembered Will, of course. And Tessa. They were two people I could place so easily. I still met with Tessa every twenty or so years, but she was fairly independant now. Always had been. I also remembered Charolette and Henry. Such a lovely couple they were. And a lovely family as well. Then Jem. Such a kind boy. He too still lived, but in a different way. He lived amungst the silent brotherhood.
Yes, theses people were easy to place. Only because I had known them more recently then the others I have lost. I could not remember my mothers facial features, or much about her, really. Exlovers were gone from my mind. Yet, somehow I knew it would be harder to forget Alec. Everything about him made me feel the need to remember him. And, maybe. Just maybe. I would always have him with me.
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Tormented By Our Love (Mortal Instruments,Malec)
FanficA fan fiction following Mortal Instruments, By Cassandra Clare, Alec Lighwood and Magnus Bane. Includes some Clace and Sizzy, but is mainly our beloved Malec. All characters belong to Cassandra Clare....... so yeah.