Savannah's P.O.V
"Snooki, Wake up you have to go to school." My mom said standing in the doorway of my bedroom.
"I don't want to go to that hell hole." I whispered to myself
" Savannah" My mom said all sweet like trying to get my attention like I wasn't listening
"Oh My God." I mumbled to myself know that she would come and beat my ass.
"What was that ?" My mom asked
Shit she wasn't suppose to hear that
"Nothing mom," I said in my sweet angel voice
"Mhm, Sure Savannah." My said getting a attitude
" I Said im getting up. Damn," I mumbled under my breath as I waited for my mom to walk out of my room and shut the door.
When she finally shut the door I got up and got in the shower.
I'm Savannah , my family and close friends call me Snooki. My acquaintances call me Vannah. I'm mostly known as "the black and Indian nobody, who has NO friends, NO life, was a self harmer, and Hates everything about herself. She's super quiet when you first meet her but she can be a total bitch if it gets outta hand, and rarely never talks at school and is not good with people she just met."
I got out of the shower and got dressed in a big grey loose long sleeve shirt with black leggings and some grey and white vans. I brushed my long wavy jet black hair into a high ponytail. Now I know what you are thinking, how can a black person have Jet black hair . Well my mom is black and indian and my dad is full blood indian, I know right, what was my momma thinking ? I don't know, I wonder the same things. But that's the story behind why my hair is Jet black. I grabbed my phone and put it in my grey crossbody purse. I don't even know why I have a phone, a nice I-Phone 5s and nobody to talk to . Sad isn't it? That's just the way the cookie crumbles. Not even my own older brother will text me and we live in the same house. He's a senior and im a Junior.
I walked downstairs and sit on the couch and wait for my brother to get ready to take me to school . My mom thinks its bad for me to drive by myself so my brother takes me to school. But my mom will let me drive to the mall. So until my brother graduates, I cant drive to school myself. I have no absolute clue why either. My mom is strange.
''I have two questions for you honey." my mom said while standing with her hands on her hips,
"Ask away." I said as I grabbed a water out of the fridge.
"It's 80 degrees outside, why long sleeves and why aren't you eating."
I didn't want to tell my mom I cut all over my leg and arms so I had to think of a very good lie.
Something believable....... hmmm ....
"I get cold easy and im trying to watch my girlish figure." I lied as I sipped my water
"You need to take her to an crazy people institution ." My brother said as he grabbed his backpack .
"JACOB !" my mom yelled . Did I mention my brother was Jacob Lattimore ? Yea, he think he is SOOOO sweet because he can sing, but he isn't famous so HA . And what he doesn't know is that his little ole sister over her got pipes. but I keep them on the down low .
"And you need to take him to a summer school, It's called a mental insitution dummy. " I yelled rolling my eyes
"see only people who belong there would know !" He shot back
"What ? She is such a weirdo. I worry about her ." He said looking me up and down.
You act like you don't know who I am outside of these walls so how can you worry about me ?
"Whatever." I said rolling my eyes.
"Don't roll your eyes they might roll right outta your eye sockets. Snooki" Jacob shot back at me just like a child would.
"Whatever.' I shouted as I punched his arm
"Jacob, you better be looking out for your sister." My mom said as she wiped off the table.
"I do. I make sure none of the little ratchet kids mess with her." He said lying straight through his teeth. He acts like he doesn't even know who I am at school. He drops me off on the side of the school and makes me walk in by myself so we don't have to be seen together.
I shot Jacob the evil eye and he just smirked like he was proud of himself.
"Good. Now you kids have a nice day ." My mom said as she kissed out checks and practically pushed us out of the door.
I got in the passenger's seat of Jacob's Black Avenger . We got matching cars on my 16 birthday but my mom won't let me drive till im 17. Grrrrrrrrrrrr.
"Your the weirdest fuck I've ever met in my life." Jacob said
"Can I ask you something ?" I asked him
"Anything for you Snooki " He said , laughed because I only tolerate my mom and dad calling me that, and he continued driving.
"Why do you act like this ?"I asked him as I turned so I was facing him
"Like what Savannah" He asked as he slowed down a bit
"Like, you don't know me, like you don't claim me, like im not your sister, like im from the fucking planet mental ?" I asked him.
"Because Vannah, Its complicated. You are lower on the food chain and people higher up on the food chain can't be associated with people as low as you on the food chain." He sighed and the laughed. "sometimes it's just like that little sis"
"Wow Jacob. What happens if I need you one day ?" I asked
"Ill be there when that time comes little sis." He said as he came to a complete stop at my "Drop Off" place.
"See you around." Jacob said as I shut the door
"douche bag, " I yelled as he pulled off.
Welcome to my living nightmare.
