only if he knew- (mgk fanfic)

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Colson:

"No! Fuck that shit I'm not going!" I yelled at my dad as told me to pack my bag cause I was moving in with my aunt. "Richard colson baker! You are going to your aunts! End of story!" He yelled back at me. "Fuck you!" I pushed passed him and slammed my bedroom door shut. I didn't want to move, but honestly I didn't want my dad to hate me even fucking more, so I threw all my shit I would need (I.e. all my shit) into a few boxes and a few bags.
About twenty minutes later there was a loud pounding on my door. "What the fuck do you want!?" I shouted. "Lets go boy where leaving wether or not all your shit is packed Richard." My dad yelled back through the door. I scoffed and rolled my eyes. I grabbed a few boxes and made my way out to the car and put them in the back.
I went back Inside and grabbed the rest of my shit and threw it in the back of the car. I climbed in the front seat as my dad started the car. "Richard I only want what's good for you." He said as we pulled out of the driveway. "Whatever." I slipped on my headphones and turned my music on. This was gonna be a long drive.

*skip the two and a half hour drive*

I felt shaking. I opened my eyes and looked around. "We're here richard." My dad said as he opened his door and got out. I sighed and shut of my music and put my phone into my pocket. I got out and looked around. Another shity town full of shity people. "Okay colson you can do this." I whispered to myself as I got out of the car.
I slammed the car door shut and walked up to the pourch. I stood behind my dad and waited for someone to open the door. Once someone finally opened it my aunt stepped out from the shadows. "Oh colson you're here!" She said excitedly. I smiled at her and stepped in as she moved to the side to let my dad and I inside. "Richard sit down your aunt and I need to tell you the rules." My dad said as he stood in the kitchen next to my aunt.
I sat down at the tabel and looked at my dad. "Rule one, your not aloud out past midnight. Rule two, go to school and no skipping. Rule three, no drugs or alcohol. Rule four, no girls In your room with the door closed." My dad went on. He had stupied rules. Most of them where the same as when I was staying with my dad at home.
I rolled my eyes. "And colson listen to your aunt and don't be an asshole." After that dad hugged my aunt, helped me bring my stuff to my "room" and then left. Didnt say goodbye, didn't say anything to me and just left. I sat down on my bed and looked around. I wanted to go explore maybe my aunt would let me. I stood up and walked to the kitchen where she was sitting at the kitchen tabel drinking some coffee and reading the paper.
"Uhm can I go for a walk. Or go to town?" She looked up and smiled at me. "Of course colson." She went back to sipping her coffee and reading the paper. I grabbed my headphones out of my new room and a jacket cause it was a little cold outside. I waved goodbye to my aunt and walked out the door. I looked down at my feet as I closed the door and heard soft talking.
I looked up to see these two girls and this one guy. The girl standing in the middle was real cute and I wanted to tap that. Like I would tap that real good, she was that hot. She looked at me and smiled. God her eyes where so fucking pretty and her body was oh my god. She had curves in all the right places and her lips looked so fucking kissable. I wanted her. I stopped right in front of them. "Sup." She never took her eyes off me and I never took mine off hers. She didn't say anything she just looked at me. "Hey I'm talia and that's my brother tate."
She motioned at the boy. Talia elbowed the girl in the middle. She blinked and shot a glare at talia. Talia motioned her head towards me. "Oh u-hm h-I." She stuttered. I chuckled and shook my head softly. "Hey." I smiled at her and she blushed. I looked at the other two.
"So uhm do you guys know whre the bus stop is from here?" I asked.
Ash nodded my head. "Uhm ya its just at the end of this road... like, right there." She pointed to the end of the road and my eyes followed her fingure and i coupd feep her eyes watching me.. "Ight, thanks." I started to walk away then stopped and turned around to look at us again. "Oh I'm kels by the way. Nice to meet you guys." I waved and started on my way again.
I got a littpe ways before I heard talia yell at ash. I chuckled and kept walking. Things between us where gonna happen I could feel it. I could feel her attraction towards me. It was hot. I slipped my head phones in and turned on my music then put my phone back In my pocket. I stopped at where she said to go and waited foe the bus. Once it came I hopped on and just rode it for a little.

*skipping colsons adventure*

I got off the bus at the same spot I got on. It was about 10:30pm and I should probably be good and listen to the rules for the first few weeks. I got to the end of the drive way at my aunts house and smiled cause I saw ash sneaking out of, what I was guessing, her bedroom window. I watched as she almost slipped but she caught herself.
She looked up and saw me watching her. I smoped and she smiled back and did the little "shh" thing towards me. I pretended to zip my lips and throw the key. She rolled her eyes and smiled. Ashton jumped down onto a shed then jumped off the shed and onto the ground. She started to walk towards me.
Once ash got to me she chuckled. "Don't tell anyone what you just saw. I'm supposed to be being good." She tried to whisper so no know would hear her but me. "Promise?" She held up her pinky. I chuckled. "Promise." I hooked my pinky with hers and she smiled. "Wanna join me?" She bite at her lip. "Sure." She started to walk away and I followed her. We walked in silence for a little while till we got to the old abandon house. We stood in the front yaed for sometime till ash grabbed my hand and pulled me to the house. Right as we got inside she pulled something out of her pocket. "You smoke?" She also pupled out a lighter and lit up the blunt she had inbetween her lips. "Ya." We sat on the floor in what I assumed was the living room.
Ash took a long drag then exhaled it. She did it two more times then gave it to me. "So tell me about yourself kells." She said. I took a drag off her joint she gave me then started to talk. "I'm 17," I took another puff then passed it. "I used to live with my dickhead of a father who pretty much kicked me out and made me come live with my aunt. Uhm I don't know." She blew a perfect smoke ring in my direction and then looked at me. "What about you?"
She giggled then handed me the almost gone joint. "Okay, uhm im 16 almost 17. My mom abandoned me and my little brother, lived in a few foster homes till I was 13 they found my dad and I started to live with him and his girlfriend and their daughter, talia. And now here I am. Sitting in an abounde house with a guy I just met today, high as fuck." She yawned then came and sat next to me.
We sat in silence for a few moments. Ash leaned her head on my shoulder. "Kells what do you want to do when you grow up?" She asked me. "Uhm, I kinda wanna be a rapper, but I'm not that good." I told her. I knew she kmew I was lying when I said I was no good at it, but she didn't fight me on it. "Well one day you'll have to rap for me." She yawned again. "Do you wanna go?" I pulled out my phone to check the time. Almost 12:30. She nodded her head and stood up. I stood up with her and stretched.

*skip their walk home*

It was almost 1pm when I said goodbye to ash and watched her crawl back into her room. I made my way up the driveway and the stairs. I took a deep breath knowing I was about to get a lecture from my aunt for being almost and hour late. I walked into the house and saw my aunt waiting for me in the kitchen. "Richard your late." She didn't look to mad.
"I'm sorry I got lost and was trying to find my way home. And I didn't want to bother you so I tried to get home on time. I'm sorry it won't happen again. I promise."I lied to her. "Okay. Just as long as you where honest. I'm gonna go to bed night colson." My aunt made her way to her room and so did I.
I kicked off my shoes and took off my jacket and shirt and crawled into bed and passed out.