only if he knew- (mgk fanfic)

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colson:

I yawned and stretched out right as ash walked through my bedroom door. "Col- oh you're already awake." She smiled. "Yeah. Will you pick me out something to wear baby?" She bit her lip. My morning voice drove her crazy. I smirked at her and she rolled her eyes. "Yeah. Do you care what It Is?" She asked and I shook my head. I watched her go through my clothes. Today she had on a white t-shirt, black skinny jeans, a flannel, and her white converse. She pulled out my tatted up black v neck, a pair of faded blue skinny jeans, a flannel, my socks, and combat boots. "Get dressed. We have to leave soon." I sat up and threw my legs over the side of my bed and took my clothes from her. I stood up and slipped my sweats off and pulled my jeans on. I could feel ash's gaze on my body. I smirked and slipped my shirt and flannel on. I turned around and looked at her. She smiled. I stood In Front of her then pushed her back softly. As she laid on her back she looked at me funny. I pushed her legs apart and crawled over her. "Colson? What are you doing?" She sounded kind of worried. "Nothin." I leaned down and pushed her flannel down her shoulder a little so I could see her neck. I kissed her jawline down to her neck and bit at it softly. I felt her breath hitch once I started to kiss and suck at her neck. Ashton wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer. I smiled. She also wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled my hips closer to hers. I kept kissing at her neck as she let my hips go and kicked off her shoes. I pulled at her flannel and she took It off. I smirked and kissed her lips. Ashton kissed me back eagerly. She pulled at my flannel and slipped it off me. I was hungry for her lips on mine. I needed her. I wanted her. I wanted to feel her around me. I wanted to hear her moan my name. I wanted her to scratch at my back as I went deeper. "Ash I want you." I breathed out on her lips. "Please." She pulled away and looked at me with her big eyes. Ash bit at her lip and nodded her head fastly. I smiled at her and grabbed a condom out of the side drawer. She pulled me into her and attached our lips. My hands fumbled with her pants botton. She pushed my hands away and did it herself then pushed her pants down her legs. Then she did mine. I kicked them down my legs and off my bed. She pulled her shirt off so I did the same thing. God she so beautiful. I looked her body up and down. "Colson please, I need you." Her eyes shined bright as she looked up at me. She slipped her underwear down her legs. I pushed my boxers down and slipped the condom on. "Are you sure?" Ashton nodded her head. I smiled at her and slowly pushed myself Inside her. She closed her eyes and arched her back, letting a moan slip out of her lips. I slowly started to thrust my hips. "God ash your so tight." I moaned into her neck as I thrusted. I let my hips rock back and forth. "Colson go faster." Ash moaned and bit at her lip. I sped up a little more. Her moans filled the room and I was glad my aunt was at work. As we both hit our pecks she scratched at my back and moaned my name. Once we both were done I collapsed on top of her. Our body's wet with sweat. I pulled out of her and pulled the condom off and threw it away. I grabbed a Cigarette and lit it up. I Inhaled then exhaled. "We should put our clothes on and get going." I told her as I took another drag. I pulled my boxers on. Ash sat up as I sat on the edge of the bed. She wrapped her arms around my waist and leaned her head on my back. "Yeah." She let me go and grabbed her underwear and put them on then picked up my shirt. She stood in front of me and slipped It over my head. I grabbed her hips and pulled her to me. "I'm not gonna think less of you for what we did. You're still my best friend." I told her. Ashton just nodded her head. "Ash I love you." She looked at me. A few emotions flashed in her eyes. "Really?" I nodded my head and smiled at her. A smiled tugged at her lips. "You don't have to say it back but just know I love you. I love you more then as a best friend." She smiled and blushed. "Ashton clay, I thought about this last night. I thought about It a lot. Since I've moved in with my aunt you have always been there for me. Since the day I meet you've done so much for me. In a short amount of time, you've become my best friend. So what I wanted this to lead up to, Ashton, you wanna be my girlfriend?" I smiled a half smile at her. I was hella fucking nervous because she just stood there and looked at me. "I Uhm, Oh gosh colson I Uh don't know what to say." She looked down at the ground. "Say yes ash, please. I promise I'll treat you right, I'll never cheat on you, or forget your birthday. I'll love you as best as I can for the rest of our lives." God, I sounded so whipped for this girl. But I truly was in love with Ashton. "Well I mean idk." She looked at the ground and my heart throbbed in pain. "Oh, it's okay." I frowned and my heart hurt. "Colson, I'm kidding, I would love to be your girlfriend." She giggled and draped her arms over my shoulders. "Really?" She smiled and nodded her head. "Yeah. Colson I realized that when I'm with you I'm a better person and I want to do my best and be the best person I can be. Ya know?" I nodded my head and pulled her on top of me. "I know baby." I rested my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her face to mine. "Ashton clay you make me wanna do bad things to you." I said as I pulled away from her and looked into her eyes. She smiled and kissed me again. I laid back and pulled her on top of me with our lips still connected. We had missed the bus to go to school and my aunt was at work. Ash pulled away and held up another condom. "Already?" She giggled and pulled her shirt off. " Please baby?" She stuck out her bottom lip. I smiled and flipped us over so I was on top.