only if he knew- (mgk fanfic)

5:

Colson:

Currently ashton and I are seated on my bedroom floor talking. Her words slurred out of mouth. I wasn't really listening to her talk. She smiled and kept talking about school or some shit. We both are pretty fucked up. Six shots and three mixed drinks later. "You are not listenin is ya?" She slurred out as best she could.
"Nope. Not really." She rolled her eyes and stood up. She stumbled around and went to the window. "Its hot." She giggled as she pulled it open. She sat on my bed and smiled then giggled again. "Richard colson baker." Ash looked at me with a serious face. "Will you please, come cuddle with me?" I chuckled then stood up and almost fell over.
Ash laid down and started to giggle. I walked over to her as best I could. I laid down next to her and looked at her. Ash smiled at me then jumped slightly when my phone went off. I grabbed It and tried to pull myself together as best I could then answered it. "Helllooo?" I paid no attention to the caller id.
"colson I won't be home until the morning. I unded up pulling a double shift." My aunt said. "Ya, okay." I need to keep it simple cause my aunt couldn't know ash and I where super fucking drunk.
"Okay sweetie. I'll see you when I get home. Tell ash that I'll see her tomorrow too. Bye now." With that she hung up ash started to laugh really loud. "What so funny?" I giggled. "Your, your face. It was so funny."
She giggled then yawned. "Colson cuddle me." She demanded. "Okay, okay." I laid down on top of ash and she wrapped her arms around me. I bite my lip when I felt ash bit down softly on my neck.
I didn't mind. I actually liked it a lot. I slipped my hands up her shirt slowly. I pushed her head out of the way and started to suck harshly on her neck. I could feel her want to drag her nails down my back, but I just smirked and kept going.
I pulled away from her and pulled off her shirt. I eyed her up and down. She didn't get shy and cover herself like all the other girls I had been with had done. She just smirked and pulled me into her.
She placed her lips on my neck and started to suck harder then I did. After a few minutes of her harsh sucking, moans escaping my mouth, and a lot of touching she pulled away. Her lips where all puffed up and slightly bruised. I smiled at her then kissed and sucked at her neck, collar bone, and the top of her boob.
After that it had been like two hours of nothing but making out. Then we both fell asleep half naked and still drunk as fuck.

Ashton:

*morming*

I groaned as I sat up. Well tried to sit up but couldn't due to a pretty much dead colson slung over me. I looked down and realized neither him or I had our shirts on, the window was open, and colson and I both had a shit ton of love bites all over.
Whatever. I pulled the window shut and laid back down and fell back alseep.

This time when I woke up I was alone in bed. I stood up and rubbed at my pounding head. I grabbed the closest shirt off the floor and pulled it on. I walkes out to the kitchen to find kells standing at the sink looking out the window. He had no shirt on. I went up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt him jump slightly then relax once he realized it was me.
I giggled and looked up at him. I could see the dark purple love bites I left on his neck and I frowned. "Mornin love." He turned around and the hickeys on his neck got worse. I frowned again as I looked at them. "What?" Kells gives me a confused look. "Have you uh, looked in the mirror at all this morning?"
I ask him and he shakes his head no. "Well you might want to. Like before you aunt gets home." I tell him. "She's already home. She went to bed." He told me. "Well then before she gets up." With that kells walked to the back and I could hear him say oh shit under his breath as he walked back out here.
"Uhm, do you, have any?" Colson took a step closer to me when I nidded my head yes. "Well you gonna show me?" He sounded kind of annoyed with me. I rolled my eyes and pulled up the shirt thag I was wearing and showed him all the love bites he left me. "God. I'm sorry for whatever we did last night."
He stepped away from me and sat at the table. "Its fine." I looked over at the clock that flashed its read numbers that read 11:30am. "Well I have to go home. So I'll see you tomorrow?"
I just got a nod from him. I walked back to his room and pulled his shirt off and threw it on the ground. I grabbed my shirt. I felt like crying.
Dont ask me why but I did. I grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head and hadn't realized I was crying till I wipped a tear away. I pulled myself together when I heard the bedroom door close.
I jumped slightly when I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Do you want me to walk you home?" He asked. I just shook my head no. "Ash I'm sorry I freaked out like that. I just don't know how I'm gonna hide these from not only my aunt but your dad. I don't want to get you in trouble or make it so we can't hang out anymore. Ashton your probably the best thing that has happened to me in these last few months that I've been here."
He pulled me up to my feet and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and hugged the shirtless boy back. "But really though I have to go home and check in and shower." I told him. He hugged me tight then let me go. "Okay. I'll walk you home. Then I'm gonna go for a walk."
Colson said while he slipped on a shirt and his leather jacket. He pushed my hair to the side and looked at my neck. "Your gonna have to wear like a turtle neck or somthin." I rolled my eyes. "Ya same will you Kelly. Your shirt hides nothing."
I told him. "Whatever. Girls think guys with hickeys are hot." He said and grabbed his phone. I pushed my hair to the side with all the love bites that showed on the base of my neck. He held out his hand and I took it. Once we got to the end of his driveway we stopped.
I stood on my tip toes and placed a kiss on the edge of his lips. "I'll see you later. I'll try and sneak out and come over." I told him. "If not I'll see you on monday when we go back to school." I told him and started to walk away. He grabbed my arm really hard and pulled me back to him.
He pulled me in close then leaned down and kissed me. "Come over tonight. It'll be fun. Trust me." He said. "Well see. Be careful, don't die, and do not let your aunt see those or you and I are both dead." I told him From over my shoulder as I walked away. "Okay. I won't. I'll see you later tonight."
He said as he walked the other way. I walked up the stairs and just walked past my brother and sister. I went to my room and closed the door. I was hungover, tired and I needed a shower. I stripped of my clothes and stood in front of the mirror and looked at the small fingure print bruises on my hip. They all where from Kells.
I smiled. I really like him, I don't know what it is about him but he's so nice to me, he understands me, and from last night he cares about me. I can see it in his eyes when we talk. They sparkle. I hopped into the shower and did all of the things that needed to be done, done. I got out and walked into my room. I pulled on a pair of Nike shorts, a nirvana shirt, then crawled Into bed and passed out.