only if he knew- (mgk fanfic)

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Ashton:
After I got home I crawled into my bed and took a nap. I woke up to a soft knocking on my door. "Come in." I rubbed at my eyes and looked at who came in. Lia stood there and smiled at me. "What'd up?" I laid my head back down on my pillow. "Why were you not at school today?" Lia closed my door and came and sat on my bed next to me. I smiled. "Okay don't tell anyone yet, but I was at colsons house all day. And I was gonna leave In a little." I told her. "What'd you guys do?" I knew she knew but she wanted to hear It out of my mouth. " well, colson is my boyfriend now and we had sex." Lia looked at me and smirked. "Yes it was good. It was beyond good. I-it was amazing!" We giggled and then laid on my bed quietly. There was another soft knock on my door. "Come in." Lia and I both said at the same time. Tate walked into my room. "Tater tot." Tate rolled his eyes and chuckled. "Hey ash, lia." He stood in my door way. Tate stood so the right side of  his face was away from us and he looked down at the ground. "What's up tate?" I sat up and looked at tate woried. "Nothing." He just kept his head down. I stood up and walked over to tate and grabbed his chin to face me. "Tate what the hell?" He had a bruise on his eyebrow, it was split open, he had a split open lip, and a black eye. "Nothing. It was nothing." Lia scoffed. "Shut up lia." He snapped at her. "Tate tell me what happened. Now." He rolled his eyes. "Trey and I got jumped at lunch by the football team. Its really nothing ash." Tate never made eye contact with me. "No tate this isn't nothing." I grabbed his wrist and pulled him out to the kitchen. "Sit down." He sat down at the table and I grabbed him an ice pack. "If this happens again I'm going to tell colson and he'll get into it. Understand? And If colson doesn't knock fucking sense into them I'll tell dad." I told him and held the ice pack over his eye. "Whatever ash." Tate ripped the ice pack out of my hand and went to his room. I rolled my eyes and walked back to my room and plopped down on my bed. "Was it bad?" I asked lia. "Yeah it was justin, kobe, tyler, and kayden who jumped them." She said. "I though kobe was cool with trey and tate?" I looked over at lia and she shook her head. "Not anymore. Kobe has been a dick to them since he started playing ball." I rolled my eyes. Kobe, tate, and trey used to all be best friends, but then high school happened and kobe stopped hanging out with them. " Its whatever I'll tell colson and maybe he'll do something about it." I told her. "Ash, you and I both know that what's gonna happen is colson is gonna jump kobe, justice, tyler, and kayden. If not at different times then at the same time. And you know how those boys fight when their together." I nodded my head. "Yeah your right I won't tell him, at least not yet." I laid back in my bed and looked at lia.  "That sounds like a good idea." She told me. I nodded my head then stood up. I walked over to me closet and pulled out a small joint. "Wanna smoke this with me?" I looked at lia and she nodded her head. "K cool." I light it up and took a puff. "And do you wanna come kick it with Colson and I? We're probably gonna go to the train station." I took three more then handed it to lia. "Sure." I crawled over my bed and pulled my window open. As lia and I smoked this we talked about things. We talked about almost everything. There was a loud knock on my door. "Come in!" My dad opens my door and looked back and fourth between lia and I. "I'm home and stop smoking in the god damn house." He slammed the door shut as he walked away. I looked at lia and we both started to laugh. "Wanna go to colsons now?" Lia nodded her head. I slipped my shoes on and so did she. "Dad lia and I are going over to colsons." I hollered as we walked down the hall. "Whatever." He called. Of course he was sat in front of the tv with a beer in one hand and the remote in the other. "Be home at a reasonable time girls!" He called as we walked out and closed the door. Lia and I walked down the stairs and across the lawn. Colson opened the door and stepped out with a cigarette between his lips. "Babe." He looked up from the ground and then smiled. He blew smoke out. "Hi ash." I smiled and walked  up the stairs with lia and wrapped my arms around his neck. "So you remember my little sister right?" He nodded his head and then looked over at lia. "Well she's hanging out with us today." I smiled up at him and he gave me his goofy grin. "Your so cute. Do you have rolling paper in your room?" He nodded his head then put his half smoked cigarette out. "Come on." I grabbed onto lias arm and pulled her inside. I pushed her in the direction of the couch and closed the door. "Sit down and I'll be right back." I walked off to colsons room. I pushed open his door and stepped in. Once I was in the room all the way I was pushed up against the door and met by colsons Hungry lips. "Well hello to you too." He slipped his hands up under my shirt and placed them on my hips. He dug his nails softly into my hips and pushed his hips onto mine. "Colson stop lias in the living room." He paid no attention as he kissed at my neck and softly rocked his hips on mine. I couldn't help moan softly as he bit onto my neck. "Baby shh." He pushed at the waist of my pants. "Colson stop." I pushed him away. I fixed my pants. "If you want something just ask don't force yourself on me." He bit at his lip and looked at the ground. "I'm sorry." I grabbed the rolling paper out of his hand and walked out to the living room with him close behind me. "Alright." I sat down next to Lia and colson sat next to me. He was quiet most of the time. We smoked like four L's and two bowls. In the process of all of this colson and I ended up tangled up on the floor and lia was stretched out on the couch. "No. Like what if the universe was truly never ending and aliens where real? Like think about." Lia said to colsons and he chuckled. "Yeah i know where your coming from but us as humans are alien to other beings. So we are the aliens." He told her. "Whatever you two it doesn't matter. It's all a bunch of conspiracy theories." Saying that earned a glare from both of them. "Who even are you?" Lia asked me as she rolled her eyes and giggled. "Freal ash." Colson smirked and I rolled my eyes at him. "Fine imma gonna go to bed." I stood up and walked to colsons room and laid on his bed. "Babe!" I could hear colsons fumble around as he stood up and walked back here. "What?" I mumbled from under his blanket. "Can I have a kiss?" I rolled my eyes and pulled the blankets over my head. "Baby please." He whined. "No." I yawned. "Hey ash wanna hear a joke?" Colson giggled. "Sure." He plopped down in the bed next to me and pulled the blanket off my head. "Okay what do you call a pile of cats?" He giggled his cute little giggle. "What?" "A meowntian." I looked at him and he had a big smile in his face. "Babe your supposed to laugh." I giggled and so did he. His giggle was like hearing angels sing. It was cute. "Go get lia." I pushed him off the bed and laughed as he hit his elbow on the night stand. "That was so mean." He rubbed at his arm then stood up. "No more kisses for babe today." He glared at me then walked out of the room. "Wait Colson baker!" I stood up and ran out to the living room. "No kisses huh?" I looked at him and raised my eyebrows at him. "Yep. You hurt me." He crossed his arms and pouted. "Fine no head or touching or anything." He looked at me and he looked like a two year old who was told no. Lia looked back between both of us. "Lia stay out of it. He put this on himself." I smirked and grabbed my boots. "Lia come lets go for a walk." I told her and completely ignored Colson. He scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Come on lia." I smiled at her and slipped my boots on. She laughed a little then slipped her shoes on. I stood up from the couch and ignored colson who stood by the end of it with a soft pout forming on his lips. Talia had the door wide open and a blunt between her lips. I paused at the door and turned back to look at him. "Are you just gonna stand there and pout or are you coming with?" I raised one eyebrow at him and he smiled. He slipped on his flannel, his boots, and grabbed his half smoked cigarette of the end table by the couch. I hooked arms with my sister and started to walk down the porch. Once her and I got to the bottom of the stairs, colson cane running out of the house and slammed the door shut behind him. He had a joint in between his lips. "Lighter?" He asked and looked between lia and I. I reached into my pocket and pulled out my purple and black lighter. He smiled at me and lit up the joint. Lia and I walked with our arms linked together and colson walked beside me. We walked in silence till there was no joint left and a car horn honked at us. Slowly a 1978 dodge pick up pulled up right next to us. "Get in you three." My dad said. I looked at lia and then at colson. "Come on I don't got all day." Lia jumped into the cab of the truck and colson and I got into the bed of it. My dad slid the back window open. "I have to go into work so I'm gonna drop you guys off at home." He said as he turned the truck onto the next street. "Dad is it okay if colson has dinner with us?" He just nodded his head. "If that's alright with you sir, if not I can just go home." He said nicely. "I don't care just no funny business, got it?" Frank looked in the mirror and right at colson. (A/n: frank is her dads name. And he's nothing like frank in shameless haha. Well he likes to drink and has an attitude problem but yea you get it.) "yes sir I got it." Colson smiled at him. I hadn't realized we where home till dad kicked us all out of the truck. "I'm serious Ashton rose. Show me that I can trust you and we'll see about over nights with him." I nodded my head cause little did dad know.