Idiotic Intimacy

thirteen

I gaps in shock , my eyes were widen up like i've seen a ghost . " a-are you?" I mutters . he then chuckles and nodded .

" ohmygwad you're andrew garfield , i-im shook . how .. " I shutter while looking at his perfect cute face . ohmygod this is so not real .

( I forgot who is suppose to be the person , so haha he came up in my mind )

he chuckles " haha im sorry if i shocked you . I was actually walking by here and i saw a girl crying so . yeah " he exclaimed . ah omg such a gentleman .

" ahahah its okay " I said calmly . but I am actually screaming internally . " may I sit beside you ? " he asked .

I gaps " huh ? oh haha sure ! " I said then looked down point of embarrassed .

" by the way where are you from ? are you from here ? " he asked . " um , I used to stay here but then i moved because i have nobody anymore that staying here " I explained . " ah , your parents moved there ? " he said .

" um , actually they died here " I exclaimed . his smile turned into a frown . " oh my , I'm so sorry about that " he said .

I snapped myself and smiled at him . " no ! its okay . I'm already fine about that " I said making him did not felt sorry .

" but why are you crying just now ? I'm sorry if I ask so many question I'm just curious and I don't like seeing people crying . it makes me sad " he said . aw

I sighed " its actually , I - " I was about to say but then youngho called my name . " naryssa ! " he called as soon saw me and ran to me .

" yah , why did you leave - " " eh ? aren't you andrew garfield ? " he said.
he chuckles again and nodded . " oh " he exclaimed . " how did you meet ? " he added . " um actually I saw - " he is going to say but I closed his mouth with my bare hands . I felt really bad doing this but I really don't want him to know .

they were shocked on my actions . but then I open his mouth back and apologized . I chuckles awkwardly " I'm sorry haha its actually a secret " I said then looked at him and secretly winked at him point of not telling him what happen .

" ahh yes , I forgot that I actually can't expose it " he said . " ahh I see " youngho exclaimed . I can see curiosity in his eyes but nah .

" oh by the way , naryssa do you mind getting some coffee with me ?" andrew asked . wth how did he know my name . oh yeah . youngho said it just now aigoo why did I kept getting shocked and my emotional is raggings these days . I smiled " oh okay sure , I like coffee ! "

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" why don't you just say it to him ? " andrew asked . " yaw , bro its not that easy to confess and i dont want to broke our friendship im just afraid if i confess and he reject and after that we'll be awkward when we're together " i replied .

" hey dont think negatively . go to the bright side " he said . " but im already in the dark side with darth vader oppar " i said then we laughed .

" you are actually funny naryssa haha but whats op par ? " he asked . i chuckles " haha its actually oppa. Girls in korea call older mens or big brother oppa cause oppa in korean means of older brother haha " i explained.

" so younger girls should call me oppa too " he said jokingly . " give credits to me if you decided to ask them to call you that " i said then laughed .

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days passed really fast , me and johnny finally were back at korea well i entered sm as a trainee and johnny decided to work at sm's cafe as a chef since he already take the cooking class. well he always wanted to be a chef like his parents so i decided to ask my uncle about that and decided to give him the job . im so happy .

while i was writing my diary suddenly a group of girls come to my table at the sm cafe perhaps some trainees .

" woah look who is it , sm newbie trainee " one of them said sarcastically. " and i just dont understand why do people treat her like a queen " she added .

" hey for your information this is our table and please get lost " she said . what the heck .. this is not school for shits like this bitches.

" um sorry but this cafe is public and everyone is allow to seat at where ever they want " i replied .

but then she starts to curse in korean and saying shits .

" yah ! " but then she shouted and pushed me with my chair .

" what the heck ! " i then wake up with an annoyed mood but then when were about to fight but youngho the handsome chef stopped us .

" yah ! this is my cafe . if you fight ill kick you guys out !" youngho said to the piece of shit girls . later then tht cussed and went away but they are still watching us tho .

' i cant believe johnny picked her instead of me ' the girl mutters as soon they are far

youngho then seated infront of me .

" that girls are really .. " he mutters .

I chuckles " well i really dont understand what actually they want from me chef " i said.

" well sm trainee , maybe they r just jealous with how sm treat you better than others " he replied . i sighed .

" nah i guess . whatever . i dont care bout that gurls " i said .

" they didn't know that you are the owner cousin ? " he asked .

" nope and don't dare to tell anyone about this "

" okay "

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" johnny , whats your relationship with naryssa ? "

" why did you suddenly ask ? "

" i mean you guys looked near , im jealous . shes just a new trainee . new trainee arent suppose to have a relationship with anyone thats bad "

" why do you need to be jealous , its not like you like me "

" i do "

yaehhh thats it . tbc .

(updt: 30/10/17 i wrote the whole book since last year till this year january, so please ignore the things i said that is out of date aldy )