A/N: This chapter might not be accurate to Ethan's holiday schedule, but I don't care.
Dear Diary,
I can't do this anymore. I told my family that I have to leave early, because there was big storm coming or something. I don't know. I just have to get out of here tomorrow. Being in Maine reminds me how my depression started. I cannot stand my family at this point. I don't even think they have the right to call themselves my family. None of them support my YouTube channel. I kept lying to myself. I told myself that they cared. That is far from the truth.
Everyone thinks my life is perfect. I don't even know how I keep this façade up. I want one person to just point out the truth. I had that person, but I lost her. I don't know where Kole is. I only know small details about her, but I cherish those details. The 18 year old blue hair girl who hates coffee, but loves anime. The skater girl who is also a straight A student. The girl who made me smile, but hasn't smiled a real smile in years.
They say blood is thicker than water, but water could turn into a solid. Water can change, blood remains the same. A person can lose blood, and gain water. I am deciding to do that.
-Ethan
A/N: I know Ethan's family isn't like this in real life, but it perfected the storyline.
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Dear Diary- CrankGamePlays
FanfictionEthan is a gaming YouTuber who just reached 100k subscribers. His best friends Tyler and Mark know everything about him, or thats what they think. Ethan is the opposite of what he is in videos. Can Kole, a blue haired girl, fix him?
