Dear Diary,
I didn't record any videos today, and I am starting to run out of older ones to upload. I just can't get motivated to do anything without her. I stay up all night staring at the door hoping that it would open and she would be here.
My fans are starting to notice that I am uploading old videos. They keep questioning me, but I keep dodging their questions. The same thing applies to my friends. I have been extremely distant lately, and they don't know why. I can't come clean with them. I can't imagine how insane I would seem if I told them the truth about me.
Without you, I have become a shell. I can't do anything, and people are starting to notice. If they put all the pieces together I don't know what I would do.
-Ethan
A/N: It has been a while. You can thank my English teacher for this update since she assigned my class a paper, but I wrote this instead. I may start updating this frequently, but what do I know? I can barely remember to breathe let alone update this.
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Dear Diary- CrankGamePlays
ФанфикEthan is a gaming YouTuber who just reached 100k subscribers. His best friends Tyler and Mark know everything about him, or thats what they think. Ethan is the opposite of what he is in videos. Can Kole, a blue haired girl, fix him?
