A/N: Binge writing commence!
Dear Diary,
I'm starting to feel more and more insane. My head is buzzing with thoughts I don't want to hear. I can barely play games without my vision going blurry. I spend so much of my time editing videos, so people won't see me breaking down. I'm starting to lose hope that my life will get better.
I can't even hang out with my friends, because they will question me. If they ask certain questions I'm afraid I will just break down. Down into those thoughts nobody can hear. Down to my legs where my scars never heal. Down to the place where nobody can save me.
I have a small red spot in my heart fighting off a sea of blackness, and it is slowly giving in to the darkness. Life is leaving my body.
-Ethan
A/N: I kind of like the metaphor sentences at the end, so I'm going to try and include them into every entry.
P.S. Sorry these are so short, but I like the style I have going. So ya.
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Dear Diary- CrankGamePlays
FanficEthan is a gaming YouTuber who just reached 100k subscribers. His best friends Tyler and Mark know everything about him, or thats what they think. Ethan is the opposite of what he is in videos. Can Kole, a blue haired girl, fix him?
