Dear Diary,
I could barely record today. I can't take the pressure anymore. I don't want to live anymore. I don't know why today out of all days, but I just want to die. I am tired of existing. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't. I don't want to live to the day where reality finally strikes me. I don't want to believe that Kole is just a broken girl, unable to fix me. I want to die in my fantasy, surrounded by hope.
I currently am in the middle of writing my final email to Kole. She is the only one I want to say goodbye to. I want to tell her to keep living, and that she is stronger than I am. I might throw in a corny joke about how the 777 tower should be renamed to the 666 tower. My last joke has to be a bad one.
I may soon be gone, and never seen again, but I will always care about you. The one who almost saved the unsaveable. The one who almost saved me.
-Ethan
A/N: I wonder what I will write tomorrow, or if I will write anything at all.
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Dear Diary- CrankGamePlays
FanficEthan is a gaming YouTuber who just reached 100k subscribers. His best friends Tyler and Mark know everything about him, or thats what they think. Ethan is the opposite of what he is in videos. Can Kole, a blue haired girl, fix him?
