A/N: My parents won't stop blasting christmas music. HELP.
Dear Diary,
I decided to text Kole today. I was shocked when she actually replied. At first it was quite awkward, but than we just clicked. We talked about video games, youtube, and just random stuff. She has a youtube channel called TheTeenBehindTheMask.(Shameless Plug) For the first time in a while I actually smiled.
Kole makes me feel like I'm living, not just existing. I asked her if she wanted to get a coffee with me tomorrow, and she said yes! Kole is the first fan I ever met that can see through the front I put up on camera. She can see how much I edit out. Kole can see me. She can see how broken I am. I just wish that I am not going to get my hopes up, like I have done time and time again.
I am a puzzle. All of my pieces are scattered everywhere. I can do nothing but watch to see my pieces drift further and further apart. I need you to gather the pieces and rebuild me. Piece by Piece.
-Ethan
A/N: Please excuse my the plug I did for my YouTube channel. But if you like a horrible YouTuber, check out my awful channel.
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Dear Diary- CrankGamePlays
Hayran KurguEthan is a gaming YouTuber who just reached 100k subscribers. His best friends Tyler and Mark know everything about him, or thats what they think. Ethan is the opposite of what he is in videos. Can Kole, a blue haired girl, fix him?