Life With Sin

Fighting The Devil

  I woke up in a panic from a horrid nightmare yelling for my boyfriend. He rushes back in the room "What's wrong?" Looking at me strange I start crying "The devil had me!" I start telling him how I was taking a nap and all of a sudden the bed was lifting from under me, like he was pushing the mattress up and down, I was calling out for my boyfriend and screaming but not a sound could be heard. This shit was crazy! I didn't know what was going on so I picked up the phone and called my uncle. He told me God is fighting for you but you're battling some demons, you gotta change baby girl. The phone call had me thinking I know I'm not living right, I gotta shake back this ain't me! The next week my mind is in a weird space but I'm not really trying to show it, my best friend Tee caught me wandering in a daze. "Bitch what hell wrong with you?" She shouted throwing me back to reality. "I don't know friend I need to get my life in order, I'm barely working, I'm sleeping on your couch, my nigga fighting a case, I gotta get some money!" Day in and day out I was trying to think of a plan for my life that would set me straight. I knew I couldn't go back home, that would be the last resort.

I had no money in my account but some how I still made it out to the club that night. I knew the doormen so we were straight on entry and my homie had a section so we was good on drinks. We partied the night away, I went to the bathroom and ran into a tall long haired China looking chick, she was gorgeous. I wasn't the hating type so I shot her a compliment and she said thank you. As she walked out I noticed she had a Chanel bag, Roberto Cavalli dress and some Louboutins. This bih must had a nigga with a check. I went back to the section and asked Z bout her. Z knew everybody and hit everything so I knew he could plug me in. "Oh that bitch? Man that's Sin! That hoe a drop girl." I'm lost but I play it off.

The next day I'm scrolling Instagram and see the chick from the club so I follow her and she follows back. She starts leaving heart eye emojis under my post and comments "HMU 863-510-7656." In my mind I'm like this bih don't even know me but I guess, I just needed to know what she did and how she was doing it. I hit her up and she told me to pull up to her crib. I get dressed and slide over, I pull up to a gated community with nice ass town homes. When I reach her house there's a Benz and Challenger parked in front. "Ding dong!" As I rung the bell a kid came to the door. "Is Sin here?" I asked. He opened the door wider and shouted "Maaaa!!!! Somebody want you!" He led me to a room where Sin was sitting behind a desk with 4 laptops spread on the table and a shit load of paperwork. I'm looking like is this bih a secretary or what?