Life With Sin

Real Fu** Ni**a

I reached in my purse and handed him an envelope. "What's this?" He looked at me crazy. "Just open the dang thing!" I shouted. "He pulled the pictures from the envelope and his mouth was wide open. "Baby A & Baby B! Kay you playing!" He shouted. I looked at him in disgust. The only reason I considered and contemplated so hard was because it was twins, I wasn't having just one baby! He looked at me angry. "Who the fuck you pregnant from?" He shouted. That question pissed me off quickly. "Nigga what the fuck you mean? The only nigga that forced his fucking dick in me! You got some fucking nerve Zack!" I yelled. "Yea ok I hear ya!" He said as he threw the sonograms back to me and got up to leave.

Now I'm confused. This nigga just flipped out on me like he didn't cum inside me. I'm furious because he disrespected my character to think I'd even play those type of games. I didnt talk to him for almost 3 weeks and then got a text apologizing and saying he didn't want no kids from someone he wasn't with, he wanted a wife and all kinds of BS, like this is what I wanted. I just shook my head and left the text on read. I started searching for abortion clinics, I found one close to me because I didn't have anyone to go with me. I called and made the appointment.

The night before the date I was due to go Z came by saying he wanted to talk. He wanted to give me these long sermon speeches, talking about he wants a family, we gotta be together, why would I kill his genes, all kinds of BS I didn't want to hear. My mind was made up and that was that. He left the house saying he wanted no parts of that because he don't believe in it, all he wants is a DNA test. I felt so tried. My appointment was at 8am it was 7:03 I just laid in bed debating on if I was gonna go through with it or not.