Z asked to stay at my place while in town but that was off limits, I didn't need another situation like ATL. He'd send me a text every day and night "Good morning beautiful!" "Goodnight Gorgeous!" Blah blah blah. I wasn't feeling all that because I had yet to decide my next move. If Z was changing for the better maybe this would be a bigger boost for him to chase his dreams or it could be a set up. I used to could trust Z with my life but now I was skeptical.
I had to make my decision ASAP because I was nearing 10 weeks. This shit so hard! I don't know what to do! I call my mom, she was the last person I really wanted to confide in but hey. "Hello?" She answered. "Hey ma!" I said. "What do you want lil girl?" She asked. "I just was calling to check on y'all and see how you were doing?" I replied. The conversation went on and on. I finally came out with it, "Mommy I'm pregnant." The phone went silent. "You're what?!?" She yelled. "Now why the hell would you do that and you got so much ahead of you?!" She said. "I didn't it just happened but I don't want it." I told her. I couldn't tell her about Z raping me because she loved that boy like she birthed him. "It's from Zack." I said. "Ohhhh myyyyy goodness!!! You serious??? Kaylena I'm so happy for y'all!!!" She shouted. "But ma you didn't hear me? I DONT WANT IT!" I shouted. She got quiet. "And why not? Zack is a good man, I've always loved him!" She said. I knew all that too well but I couldn't get over the fact that this wasn't planned. "Baby girl it's all Gods plan. He will work it out." she said. How she knew my thoughts baffled me but that's a mother for you.
I hung up with her and called Z. "Yoooo!" He answered. "I need you to come by I gotta talk to you about something." I told him. Z pulled up to the house 3 hours later I just rolled my eyes, he probably was out fucking some new hoes. "What's up baby?" He asked trying to give me a hug but I backed up and went to sit down. What I was about to do was going shock the hell outta him.
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Life With Sin
Non-FictionA young girl taken under the wing of a older entrepreneur learns the ways of the world through street hustle and trying to make a come up. While she knows the consequences of her decisions Kalena aka Kay quickly learns the life she choose could leav...
