We wrap up shooting the film a month later. I'm exhausted. I book my flight back to LA but I get a call from Z, I declined the call, he called again and again and left voicemails everyday since the incident. "Ayo I'm sorry Kay plz call me back ASAP I got good news!" I didn't want to call him back I just figured he'd done his job. When I got back to LA I started feeling nauseous, my body was sore and I seemed to have narcolepsy.
Something was off with me so I made a doctors appointment. I get called back in the office and they're asking a series of questions. "When was your last period?" She asked. My mind went blank I didn't even remember. "Umm I think last month." I answered but truthfully I was so wrapped up in filming I didn't even notice it hadn't came. She gave me a cup to pee in and told me to come back and undress when I was done. I laid on the table with my feet in the stirrups. The nurse and doctor came in and told me "Ms. Reed you're definitely pregnant! Congratulations!" Congratulations? This wasn't no celebration! I had conceived a child by rape! I was all messed up at that moment. I don't want no dang kids right now! My career is just taking off! It won't even have a dad! When I got home all the what should I dos ran through my head. I had never been pregnant, I had loss all respect for Z, my heart was so filled with love that I didn't want to do it but I had to get rid of this baby.
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Life With Sin
Non-FictionA young girl taken under the wing of a older entrepreneur learns the ways of the world through street hustle and trying to make a come up. While she knows the consequences of her decisions Kalena aka Kay quickly learns the life she choose could leav...
