Gone Too Soon

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I drove to the hospital behind the ambulance. Zack and Pee Wee had been robbed and shot. I didn't know the severity of the gun shots I just wanted them to be ok. I sat in the waiting area, pacing, trembling, praying you name it. The police officers came in and started asking questions but I ain't want to talk or hear nothing they said. The doctor came out and I was straight in his chest. "Is my husband ok?" I asked. "I'm sorry Ms but he do not make it, the gun shot was a head wound and he bled out." He said. All I heard was he didn't make it, Zack was gone! I was mad at him but I didn't want him gone! They tried to calm me and took me into a room, I was numb. How could this happen. Why God?!?

I called Kris and she was right by my side in no time. After talking to our lawyer and the officers, I realized we had Zacks son. This is not going to be easy. I had to plan a funeral, my love was gone, my girls will never know their father. The tears were still fallen, I couldn't eat, I was sick to my stomach. When I got home I didn't want to do anything but lay in bed, I laid in the guest room, smelling the pillows, they still had his scent. My world was crashing down. Pee Wee had survived but they said he would need rehab because he was shot in his femur, twice in his side and his right hand. I couldn't understand how this happened. All Zack wanted was to be great. We were going to get justice, the police had all the cameras video footage, the dummies gave a clear view of their license plate and one of them dropped their phone at the scene. All I wanted was Z!

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