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After finishing my house, I went to the store and bought a bunch of food. But once I got home I suddenly felt sick to my stomach. I tried to put the groceries away but I couldn't because I felt too sick. I went to my room. I lay on my bed and fall asleep. I dream about R. Every night I dream about R. I dream she hates me and wants me dead. I dream she leaves and I never see or hear from her again. I fear I will lose my best friend. My only friend right now. I wake up and remember I'm alone in this large house. I look at the clock on my dresser. It reads 5:57 am. I still have an hour until I have to leave for school. Maybe I can go back. See if I'm still enrolled. I missed a lot of school it might be weird going back and seeing... Him... Adam. I lay down again for three minutes until 7:00 am. I push my blankets off. Exposing myself to the icy air. I want to pull my blankets back onto me and fall back asleep but I know I have to face my school again. *get up idiot, get up.* I tell myself. I roll out of bed and stumble upon my dresser trying to find my drawer. I can't see shit without my glasses or contacts. Plus its pitch black in here since I got my new curtains.
      I find my drawer, finally, and grab a pair of jeans. I then trip over my magic 8 ball and ram into my closet. I open the closet and grab a shirt off the hanger and slip it on. I run to the bathroom and put on my pants. I look in the mirror. Ugly as ever. I try to brush my hair a little bit. To make it cooperate I dap a little water on it. After brushing my hair and finding my left shoe I look at the clock. It flashes 6:37 am. *I have enough time to run by the coffee shoppe and get a coffee and donut*. I grab my right shoe and run out the door barely closing it on my way out. I stumble around trees and bushes trying to get on my shoe. Realizing I left my phone inside I run and get it. I then lock the door and run to the car. I check the time 6:41 am. I have time. I hurry and drive to the coffee shoppe only to find a note on the door saying *{ closed for holidays will open again after Christmas.}* *WHAT THE HELL?!* I dial R.
"Hey what's the date?"
" December 22nd? Why?"
" I thought that it was still November..."
" Wow dude you are losing it. I can meet you at your house if you want?"
"Sure and please bring coffee!"
" okay see you in 15."
I hang up and drive to my house. I forgot about the holidays. Why isn't it snowy? It usually snows around this time. Maybe I was just so depressed I didn't care?
        Yep sounds like me. I chuckle a little out loud.
   I make it to my door when R pulls up. She turns off the car and has two cups of coffee and 12 donuts. Thank god.

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