voices. [completed]

11 // im fucked.

**all names are fake**

im so fucked
so fucked

i was texting Carly yesterday, right, and i made the comment "in the back of my mind and in my heart i still want Aly and Laclex. i know Laclex wont happen. ill settle for being the overprotective friend. but, idk i still want Aly"

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG W/ ME? i mean, id love to date her. but, im kind of taken and kind of in love w/ them.... im also kinda gay.... my bestie Mikeyla literally said "Alex youre the gay in our group of friends"

IM THE NOT SO SECRET GAY
IM SO GAY
IM THE GAYEST IN OUR GROUP
BESIDES CAYDEN

OUR GROUP:
- LUCY
- SHILOH
- CAYDEN
- MEEEEEEEE
- MIKEYLA

hold on a sec; i wanna put in some song lyrics

'Empty Apartment' - Yellowcard

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay