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19 // husfushgkusahweas.

**all names are fake**

i wanna write a story abt me and Cayden's friendship and its complexity. how we fight like children and love like siblings. how we hit each other and tease each other and confide in each other. im always safe around him. i trust his ass not to spill my secrets. he teases me like any brother and i tease him like any sister. we are twin souls. twins. we feel each other pain. and ik what yall are thinking. "just date!". i dont love him like that. hes my Cayden as im his Alex. we chill

and for all the masses, im over two of my crushes. im settling for the protective big sister of Carly and im kinda in my "not fucking w/ you" phase of my friendship w/ Liza

the song to describe my relationship w/ Cayden is 'This Is How I Disappear' by My Chemical Romance

i know i said i was dropping Lacy but i had a talk w/ my heart and my brain (AKA Cayden) and im really realising how much i will miss her if she leaves my life

excuse me for this, please

this song currently reminds me of Lacy

'Baby I' - Ariana Grande

Baby, I got love for thee
So deep inside of me
I don't know where to start
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I love you more than anything
But the words can't even touch what's in my heart
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
No, no
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I try to explain it I be sounding insane
The words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say, baby, baby,
Oh, woah, oh, woah,
Baby, baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)

Baby, I'm so down for you
No matter what you do (real talk), I'll be around
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, baby
See Baby, I been feelin' you
Before I even knew what feelings were about
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,)
Oh, baby
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I try to explain it I be sounding all crazy
Words don't ever come out right
I get all tongue-tied and twisted
I can't explain what I'm feeling
And I say Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything (baby)
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby

Straight up you got me
All in, how could I not be,
I sure hope you know (I sure hope you know)
If it's even possible, I love you more
Than the word love can say it (say it)
It's better not explaining
That's why I keep saying...

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby

(Baby I) oh, baby, oh, baby, my baby
(Baby I) oh, baby, baby I
(Baby I) all I'm tryna say is you're my everything, baby
But every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Every time I try to say it
Words, they only complicate it
Baby, baby (oh, whoa, oh, whoa)
Baby, baby

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now, back to being a loser; did you know that "ke poʻomanaʻo, 'o ia i ka moana e make" is Hawaiian for 'im heading for the ocean to die'? yep. i know Hawaiian

anyway bye