22 // hat3 m3, pl3as3 d3ar g0d.

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by xoxlola

by xoxlola

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17/1
HATE ME PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU I NEED THE HATE IT'S AMMUNITION AND I NEED THAT AMMUNITION I NEED IT BC IT GIVES ME A REASON AND I'M SORRY THIS IS HOW IT'S GOTTA BE
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and i need to calm the fuck down
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im going insane bc I need to make up my fucking mind and honestly i wanna choose someone least expected. i wanna choose Justin.
why? hes insanely good-looking. were a lot alike. and hes taller than me. its an attraction thing. i like tall people
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IM LOSING HOPE
CUZ SHES SO
LOST IN STEREO

AND IM JUST LIKE CELLOPHANE
SHE SEES RIGHT THROUGH ME
I KNOW
SHES GLITTER AND GO-O-OLD

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hola señor
im going crazy
........ier
crazier
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why cant people see im bi? and not even sexuality way. bi as in bipolar. bc i am. i am bipolar
and i mean it should be obvious by the fact that i barely eat that im anorexic?
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i use elaborate methods of self-harm
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gotta getcha getcha getcha getcha head in the game, Alex
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are you insane, like me?
been in pain, like me?
bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne, like me?
just to pour that motherfucker down the drain, like me?
would you use your water bill to dry the stain, like me?

are you high enough without the Mary Jane, like me?
do you tear yourself apart to entertain, like me?
do the people whisper about you on the train, like me?
saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face, like me?
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18/1
i didnt get sleep last night so im fucking tired. Cayden come drag my ass to school or better yet drag my ass off a cliff