voices. [completed]

30 // a l00k 1ns1d3.

**all names are fake**

i dont need to cut myself for self-harm
i have elaborate methods of self-harm
like, for instance, thinking that Lacy could ever re-like me

i dont need a knife to cut myself
i dont need blood to teach me
all i need is imagination and im good to go

i dont need to cover my arms bc my cuts wont be there
i dont need to hide my depression bc its become a part of me

i let the darkness in and it consumed me

Fuck Life

im done trying, im done crying, yes im smiling, but inside im dying

can anyone tell me my hearts desire? bc my heart doesnt even know

if you can tell me what goes on in my schizophrenic head, you get a gold medal
bc you, kind person, have gone where no one else has and has survived

i dont survive my own thoughts
my thoughts scare me
im a nervous wreck
my anxiety feeds on my depression and my depression feeds on my anxiety

i need help