GUILT(RAGSAN FF) : Ishq Mubarak

G 1.37

"Mr. Maheshwari. Excuse me" said Sahil peeping inside Sanskar's cabin. Sanskar who was lost looked up and smiled weakly at him and signed him to come inside. Sahil sat on the chair in front of Sanskar and smiled. "Actually. I need a help from you" said Sahil hesitant. "Tell me Mr. Raheja. I will surely try to help you" said Sanskar. "Yohan is out of town and I have to do shopping. So I just need a company. If you are free can you join me?" asked Sahil shrinking his eyes pleading. "But how will I be able to help you. I'm really bad at selection. You are gonna look a fashion disaster" said Sanskar. Sahil laughed and said "But not worst than me. Please yar Sanskar" Sanskar looked at him surprised. In so many days of interaction he called Sanskar by his name for the first time. "I hope I can call you that" said Sahil sensing his astonishment. "You can. Can I call you Sahil bhai?" asked Sanskar. "Of course. You know my dad used to say that if he had a younger son he would have married him to Ragini. So you are already my brother" said Sahil. "Ragini" her name was enough for his heart to race. It has been 5 days that she had gone to her myka. From the second she stepped out of Maheshwari Mansion there was not a second he did not miss her. He tried to smile at Sahil but without her; his face muscles also had no interest in showing any expression. "So it's final. Tomorrow we are going to Forum mall for shopping" said Sahil smiling. Sanskar nodded his head. Somewhere Sahil filled Adarsh's place in Sanskar's life from the day he alone from Ragini's side attended their wedding. He had someone to look up to now. Ragini always brought a happiness in his life though indirectly.

"Shona plan executed"said Sahil dialing Swara's number as soon as he reached his cabin. "You are the best Sahil. Love you love you love you" said Swara jumping with happiness. "Haaye" said Sahil leaning to his table imagining Swara's excitement. "So what are you doing now?" asked Sahil continuing the conversation. "I'm just getting bored. Your Saali is not letting me to get out of the room also" said Swara complaining placing the pillow on her lap while sitting on the bed. "Good for you" said Sahil chuckling. "Sahil" said Swara in warning tone. "I'm really missing you badly" said Sahil standing near the glass window of his cabin enjoying the sunset. "Me too" said Swara smiling. "Shona I need to tell you something. In fact I wanna confess something" said Sahil. "I know Sahil. You want to say that before you met me for the second time you had started feeling for Ragini hai na?" asked Swara. "Shona.." said Sahil shocked. "I knew it Sahil. I knew it" said Swara. She wiped the tear drop which escaped her eye. "It was just kind of attraction Swara. I was at the verge of moving on. And she looked like your shadow. So basically I got attracted to reflection of your personality in her" said Sahil. "I know you Sahil and I know my Ragu maa also. I trust you both more now. If you wouldn't have attracted to her there was no chance that we would have met for the second time. So it was necessary for our destiny. I'm all okay with it" said Swara relaxed. "I just wanted you to say it to me. Thank you for accepting it before marriage. You did not break my trust" she replied smiling. "I just have no words what to reply Shona. Just wanna say one thing. I'm really blessed to have you in my life. Thank you for coming in my life" said Sahil smiling widely. "I love you Sahil" said Swara. "Love you too" said Sahil leaning to the wall beside the window looking at the setting sun.

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"Daadi made lauki today" said Ansh over the phone to Ragini. "That's good. You had dinner na?" asked Ragini folding the clothes and supporting the phone with her shoulder near the ear. "Haa maa. I know you won't talk to me if I skip food" said Ansh smiling. "Very very good boy. No my Ansh is best boy" said Ragini smiling. "Ani slept?" asked Ragini placing the clothes inside the closet. "Haa maa. Dadi is just patting her back for some more time" said Ansh looking at Anu who was walking around the room holding Ananya in her arms. "Ok that's good. What else what else" said Ragini remembering her daily query. "Chachu" said Ansh. "Haa yaad aya. Your chachu did not reach yet?" asked Ragini. "No maa. He has not yet come. I'm so worried for chachu" said Ansh worried. "What happened Bacha?" asked Ragini sitting on her bed. "Chachu will always come late and I doubt he eats properly" said Ansh. Ragini got concerned. "Is it?" asked she trying to react normally but her heart was paining. "Haa maa." said Ansh. "Don't worry bacha. When I will return na I will teach him a lesson. Now time to sleep. Go to bed and sleep. I will call you tomorrow. And keep the phone on table don't keep it near your head okay" said Ragini instructing Ansh with her daily concern routine. "Good night maa" said Ansh. "Good night bacha" said Ragini and kissed the phone. Ansh disconnected the call and headed to bed smiling happy keeping the phone on the table as instructed by Ragini. Anu placed Ananya in cradle and slept beside Ansh patting his head and shoulder.