GUILT(RAGSAN FF) : Ishq Mubarak

G 1.49

"Stop there" said Ragini looking at Sanskar through mirror who was approaching her when she was drying her hair standing in front of the mirror. He smirked and approached her and turned her holding her hand. He cupped her face and ran his index finger over her jawline and tucked her wet hair behind her ear. She closed her eyes. He approached her face more and her heart started thumping and she struggled to control herself. When his face was just an inch away she opened her eyes and pushed him with all her force and stood panting for breath. When she regained her wits she looked around and found Sanskar still on the sofa sleeping placing his hand over his forehead. "What is wrong with me?" she said placing her palm on her forehead and tried relaxing herself. threw the towel on table and headed out tying her hair with a clip.

Sanskar's mobile beeped with alarm and he got up and looked around. He saw Ragini's towel on the table. "Oh Bandariya had already taken bath" said he resting his head on his palm. He got up and approached the table and held the towel in his hand. It still had Ragini's fragrance which always had made him lose himself. He touched his face with it and smiled. "I know Ragini you need time but you will surely be back to normal. And I will wait for it" he said and placed the towel back on the table and headed to washroom.

"Ragini beta" called DP. "Ji papa" said Ragini standing in front of him. "From today your sasu maa is retiring and you are taking her responsibility" said he and Ragini looked at him confused. "Ohho. Bring your hand forward" he said and Ragini complied. He placed the key bunch in her hand and she widened her eyes and looked at him shocked. "No papa. This is always maa's right" said she and tried giving back the key bunch. "No beta you deserve it. I know you might feel I'm tying you to this house forever and I'm actually doing that. Because not only Sanskar we all cannot live without you. Can't you forget whatever happened and start a fresh. It's my request" said he pleading Ragini. "No papa. Don't say like that. I agree I did wrong leaving home and ran from my responsibilities and I'm repenting for that but I did not had any choice. I became blind in my love for my kid.

But I cannot forgive Sanskar papa. I cannot. I might have forgiven him for whatever he did with me but I cannot forgive him for my Bhayyu's accident and thinking about killing my kid. I cannot. But I will stay here as Bahu of this house" said Ragini and handed the keys back to him. "And you need not bind me with this I'm already bound to this house" said Ragini and headed to her room. Sanskar stood blank. "I cannot forgive him for my bhayyu's accident and thinking about killing my kid" her voice ringed in his mind and he struggled to speak and headed to office without uttering a word. He knew how stubborn Ragini was and convincing her for something and specially to forgive someone was impossible.
"What is this. How did this happen?" said Ragini looking at the dressing table which was messed. She picked the towel and the Sindhur box fell on ground and scattered which she failed to notice and headed out of the room.

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"Kavi" screeched Ragini finding Kavya at door along with Yohan. She welcomed them inside the house smiling.
"Where is Sanky?" asked Kavya and Ragini became serious and said "He is gone to office. He will come after 6" "Okay" said Kavya. Yohan was about to speak but Kavya held his hand and stopped him and he looked at her confused. She assured him she will handle and he nodded his head. "Mumma see na Pari is crying very badly" said Ansh rushing down holding Pari who was sobbing. Ragini took her and said "You go change I will check" said Ragini and he nodded his head and headed to room. "Can I?" asked Kavya forwarding her hand to pick Pari. Ragini smiled and handed her to Kavya. As she rubbed her back she remembered her pregnancy and her miscarriage and a tear dropped from her eye. Pari cooled down and looked at her and smiled. Kavya kissed her face all over and sobbed. How much excited she was to hold her baby in her arms.

"Doctor it was girl na?" asked Kavya lying on her hospital bed after her miscarriage and the doctor nodded her head sad.

Kavya sobbed remembering her past. "Kavi" said Ragini caressing her hair and she leaned to Ragini and burst out crying bittery.