GUILT(RAGSAN FF) : Ishq Mubarak

G 1.12

"Shona come fast. See Ragu maa is getting late" shouted Ragini from the dining hall. "Coming Ragu maa" said Swara and she came biting her lips and holding both the sides of her Kurti. "Come sit here" said Ragini dragging Swara and making her sit on a chair. "Upma. Yuck I hate it. I don't want to eat" said Swara making faces looking at the dish in her plate. "You are my shona bacha na. Today eat bacha. Tomorrow I will make maggie for you pakka" said Ragini holding the plate infront of Swara. "No. I don't like upma" said Swara pushing the plate bit. "I will not take you to Park this Sunday otherwise" said Ragini glaring her. "Cheating.

How is going to park related to Upma" said Swara pouting. "If Shona will not eat Upma, she has to stay hungry then she will get fever and going to park cancel" said Ragini trying to scare Swara. "Not fair." said Swara pouting. "Shona" saying Ragini glared Swara. She ate the Upma without interest. "Good Girl. My Shona Bacha is good girl" said Ragini caressing Swara's hair as she was drinking the water from the glass. "Okay I'm leaving. Don't trouble Saloni Maasi ok." said Ragini taking her bag while leaving home. "Ladoo. Won't you have breakfast?" asked Sumi coming out of her room. "Wo maa. I have important work in office. Don't worry. I will eat in canteen" said Ragini weakly smiling at Sumi. Sumi looked at her with painful eyes. "Okay bye maa. Bye Shona" said Ragini heading out of the house. "Saloni maasi" called Ragini standing outside the house. "Haa Ragini beta. I will give food and medicines to Swara on time. Don't worry" said Saloni coming out of her house. Ragini smiled at her and headed to her bus stop.
"Why are you doing this Ladoo. Why are you staying empty stomach to feed us. There was nothing in the world that your bhayyu, dadda did not get you to eat. And now see they can't do anything looking you being empty stomach. Don't you understand how much it will pain them" said Sumi with tears in her eyes looking at the vessel where only little upma sufficient which could be fed to only one person was left.
"Yeh lo kaku. Give me ticket to Kurla." said Ragini handing the money to the condutor. He smiled and gave her the ticket and change. As she crossed the road and entered her office building her phone ringed. "Hello. Ha Kavya. Tell me" said Ragini answering the call. "What tell me madam. You told me you will come to my house this month. And look at you, no call also." said Kavya in complaining tone. "I'm really sorry Kavya. I was just held up with some work. So could not come" said Ragini apologising. "I will forgive you on one condition" said Kavya. "Hmmm tell me. I will do it" said Ragini. "Arrey first listen what I'm gonna ask?" said Kavya. "Mere paas hai hi kya jo thum lelo iska mai gham karu" said Ragini. "I did not understand your bhari bharkam sentence" said Kavya shaking her head. "Leave that. Tell me what is your condition" asked Ragini. "This Friday Poppy is gonna announce my marriage. And I want you beside me. Atleast with that I can invite you to my home" said Kavya. "Done. I will be there with you" said Ragini smiling.

"You are really sweet yar" said Kavya. "Not more than you. Just in one meeting you made me your best friend" said Ragini. "Fine fine I know I cannot win in arguement with you. I will be waiting. Be there with your family. I don't want any arguement on that. Chalo now bye take care" said Kavya disconnecting the call. Ragini smiled and kept the phone in her bag. By the time she finished the call the lift had moved up. She looked at the time. "Ohho. That khadoos will get a chance to scold me again" said Ragini. "Ehem ehem" some one cleared throat behind her. She jerked and looked back and found Sanskar adjusting his tie and looking at her.

"You were talking about me? Ms. Gadodia?" asked Sanskar coldly. "Don't I have enough work in my life that I will be talking about you Mr. Maheshwari. Stop dreaming" said Ragini without any expression and rushed to climb the stairs. He closed his fist in anger and huffed and waited for the lift to open. Ragini felt a bit dizzy as she was climbing the stairs but managed to climb and reach her work station. She sat on her work station holding her head which pained. Sanskar who was walking in front of her observed her and worried. He was about to go to her but he remembered her state yesterday and stopped himself and watched her helplessly. Riya saw him and went to Ragini to check on her. "Ragu.