Diary of Charlotte Smith (on hold until it gets readers)

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Wednesday, May 3rd, Math, 8:20 pm

I just remembered, as I’m sitting here in this stupid retarded Math class, that the results for the auditions are TODAY!!

I hope I get the part I wanted in the choir! I mean, seriously, it’s my birthday, and I would be really mad if I didn’t get that specific part IN THAT CHOIR.

I have also decided to open Nikki’s gift at home.

And my secret admirer has not given me anything, so obviously, he is totally oblivious about how today is my birthday. Either that or he just forgot. What if he did know??? What would he give me? Would he even be nice enough to do so? God, my English teacher would be so proud of my challenging and puzzling questions.

Me? Not so proud. Of my questioning, I mean. You know why?? Because I want the answers-NOW. I don’t want any challenges!!! Now, I know that sounds lazy and all, but if someone wrote you a really sweet love poem and decided to get it to you at the Brontide High pep rally, and on top of all that, the poem is in the form of a paper airplane???I would definitely want answers, and I would be desperate too.

And the funny thing is, is that I have never ever felt desperate towards a boy in my whole life. NEVER, I say, NEVER.

This boy must have some magical powers that other boys don’t have because he has made me desperate. God, I can’t even believe that I’m writing this. It’s insane! I really hope that I’m turning into some love-sick girl like Nikki. Now, that would be really scary.

Oh crud, Mrs. Phillips is coming over!!

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