The New Neighbors (Niall Horan fanfic)

Chapter 8

Rose's P.O.V

Why did I tell Niall about Brent... Ive just met him. God what's wrong with me?! I'm so stupid, he's a bad guy, he's just gonna go tell the school and I'll just get made fun of more.. I soon started thinking about the one thing I haven't done in months.... Cutting.

I looked at my closet with my secret stash of blades. I quickly made my way to the box of needle sharp blades and picked it up... Taking one out, I was about to slice it against my skin when suddenly, flashes of Brent and I were going through my head, the way he'd pick me up and I'd act like I'm flying then we'd just laugh our butts off. The way him and I would play with our food when my mom would tell us not to, the piggyback rides from him.. Everything. I miss him. I miss his touch. I want him back.

Ever since Brent's death, my dad went into drugs and alcohol. He was always dad's favorite. Next thing I knew, he'd come in and out of the house either drunk or high. There were even times I'd wake up in the middle of the night from my dad screaming at my mom saying she's a slut and doesn't deserve him. That's not event the worst part. He'd hit my mom and I for no purpose basically. He'd scream horrible names at us. After about 8 months of his torture, my mom finally divorced him and moved to Ireland to start fresh. Away from the US, away from him. He doesn't even care, he's just getting pissed drunk or smoking weed right now. All day every day.

Honestly, I don't even remember his name, it's not like I even want to.

Not even Bell knows, she knows it's a touchy subject but thats it. I decided to text her when I let my thoughts to.

'Hey x'

'Hey rosey XX'

'Whats up girl :P x'

'Nm, just came back from Niall's house wbu? X'

'OMG GIRL DETAILS NOW!!!'

'Haha relax, we just talked and watched tv, nothing big.'

'Kk :P anyways I g2g, tired, little bro tiring me out. Night!! X'

I love her little brother, he's so cute. His name is Devin and he's 6. He has dirty blonde hair with light blue eyes. He's such a cutie. I haven't seen him in a few weeks, I can tell he likes me because he always talks to me when I'm over which I don't mind. He's funny and out going just like his big sister.

After texting Bell, I decided on my outfit for tomorrow, saves so much more time in the morning. Suddenly, my phone catches my eye as the screen light up. I saw the name and I furrowed my eyebrows. It was the only person who I've ever told about my brother. Niall.

I opened the text and my mouth dropped.

'U ok? X'

Why would he care... He's a bad guy. Isn't he? Plus he already has a girlfriend.

'Yeah. Thanks x'

'No problem, I have to go now, Taking Gigi to the movies. X'

Gigi.... His girlfriend... Why am I jealous of her... She gets his touch. I wish I had his to- Rose stop it, you don't like Niall and you never will, he'll break your heart, just like... Cole...

I feel a moist liquid coming down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away, remembering the past, my horrible past...

I checked my phone and saw it was 9:30. I decided to take a shower and let my hair dry naturally. Soon after, it was 10:45 and I decided to try to go to sleep. Before I went to sleep my mind wandered and the last thing I remember was...

I miss Brent.

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This is chapter 8, yay!! :P

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