Complicated Love // Niall Horan *under editing*

[19] It's Over [19]

Chapter 19

"There's something I need to tell you guys" I said

I looked at each one of them hesitating before continuing.I love them all so much.There practically part of my family.It hurts me to know that after I tell them about my mission they might never want to be seen with me ever again.

I took a deep breath and told them everything.Beginning to end not skipping one detail.No one dared to interrupt me.They listened to everything I had to say.Occasionly gasping here and there.As I was telling them I didn't look at any of them.I was to afraid to see their reactions.

Only when I was finished explaining was when I slowly lifted my head to look at them.Louis,Liam,Harry,Perrie,Sophia,and Jake sat there in shock with their mouths hanging open.Alyssa and Amanda looked unsuprised.And Niall he remained expressionless.It was killing me in the inside to find out what he's thinking.

Silence.No body moved nor spoke.I tapped my foot impatient.Why couldn't any of them say something all ready.The silence lasted a long time.Finally Niall stood up.He didn't look at me.Before he could leave I grabbed his wrist and forced him to turn around.Instead of meeting my gaze he looked at his shoes.I lifted his chin up to him look at me.

"Say something please" I whispered

He mumbled something but I couldn't here him.

"What was that?" I asked

"You waited so long to tell us this.Why didn't you say anything when started dating?" Niall asked loudly

"I wanted to really I did" I replied my voice cracking at the end

"Well guess what it already did.I bet you don't even love me.I bet this was all a game to you.You should've carried out your mission a long time ago then we wouldn't even be having this argument" Niall yelled his face heating with anger

Amanda and Alyssa stood up when Niall started to yell at me.They looked like were about to punch Niall.I quickly told them to sit back down.They slowly obeyed me.I turned back to face Niall.

"Look I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I know I should've of but I didn't want this to ruin our relationship.I was afraid.None of this was a game.The reason why I didn't carry out my mission was because I fallen for you.I'm in love with you Niall James Horan.I thought I could avoid my mission but I was dead wrong.I'm so sorry." I screamed with tears in my eyes

Niall's face soften for a minute but then quickly harden.

"Lies.I can't believe I actually fall for you.Your the biggest mistake I ever made." Niall spat

"There's no need to take it that far mate" Liam said standing up

"That's right I don't see why your so angry with Vanessa she loves you way to much to even kill you" Sophia added

"What about you lads you guys were apart of her mission to" Niall said looking at each of his bandmates

"There's no point for us to be angry at her.She didn't carry out her mission because she cares about each and every one of in this room" Louis answered

The others nodded in agreement.

"I can't believe all of you are defending her.Don't you see she's manipulating us into thinking she actually cares.She doesn't give a damn about us." Niall yelled in outrage

"T t that's n n not true" I stuttered

I was now sobbing harder then before.I can't believe he actually thinks that.

"Enough with the lies Vanessa" Niall yelled again

"Quit yelling at Vanessa didn't do anything wrong.Your acting like a total dick to her right now" Alyssa snapped

Niall just laughed coldly in return.

"Thats it you deserve a good punch in the face" Amanda said standing up with her fist clenched but right before she could punch him Jake grabbed her waist and held her back

"Niall I think it's best if you leave your causing to much trouble"Zayn said

"I'm the one causing trouble she's-" Niall began

"That's enough" Liam interrupted him

"You need time to cool down" Harry said

"You are all unbelievable you choose her side instead of mine.I'm outta here" Niall replied and left slamming the front door behind him

I felt my heart break into a million prices.I just lost the one that I love.

"He'll be fine he just needs time to cool down" Liam said

"Everything will turn out alright" Louis added

I sniffed.

"I don't know if I could believe that" I replied my voice shaking

Tears streamed down my face.

"Aww don't cry Niall didn't mean anything he said he was just angry he'll get over it" Harry replied whipping away my tears

"The lads and I will go talk to him and work things out" Zayn said

"And the rest of us will stay with you" Perrie said and smiled

"Thanks you guys are the best" I responded

"Don't mention it will always be here for you when you need us" Sophia replied

They each gave me a hug.After the lads and Jake left to go talk to Niall.I was left alone with Sophia,Perrie,Alyssa,and Amanda.I'm very thankful I have them in my life.I smiled a small smile.For the rest of the day I enjoyed spending with them but deep down inside I was still crying over the love of my life.

Niall.

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Oh so much drama in this chapter.You probably have lots of unawsered questions right now but I promise they will be answered really soon.Don't forget to vote and comment.I hope you all enjoyed this chapter.On the side I added a picture of Lily Collins it describes exactly how Vanessa feels.I also added the music video Say Something by A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera  because I think the song  fits the theme of this chapter perfectly.