I sat in my bed alone. I watched the ceiling for an hour or two. I felt so lonely without anyone. Everybody was just terrified of me,I wanted to be fixed so I could no longer be dangerous...
When I woke up to the noise of a scream, I jumped out of bed and opened the curtains to look at the yard. The slaves weren't there, nor Kayano. I panicked, then I saw my mother laying on the ground covered in blood with a knife in her. I lifted my feet to run out to save her, but I felt something heavy on my feet, pulling me down and sinking into my skin. I started to yell, and scream until I started to cry. My throat felt tight and my heart felt heavy. I sobbed as I felt my hands get tangled in the thrones vines behind me.
I yanked and pulled to break free, but I slipped and fell on my side. I fought back with all my might, but I gave up. I just stayed on the floor bleeding to death and crying. Then I heard footsteps behind me. My spine chilled. I looked up at the corner of my eye, and it was Kayano, holding a knife. My heart pounded. Before she could move, my eyes shot open.
I slowly sat up in my bed. I sat there silent for a moment, then I began to cry remembering what happened that day. Before I became wealthy and sad. Before I was broken.
"Nagisa! I heard you crying! Are you alright?" Rio asked as she dashed in my room. She sat beside me on the bed and calmed me down. "I know, calm down Nagisa. You've had such a hard time I don't blame you for anything..."
(6:07)
Rio woke up the slaves, but again Karma came back, but Kayano brought him. She was holding his collar with a disgusted and annoyed look. "He keeps on trying to get on the house, I found him stalking the bathroom window."
Karma playfully stuck out his tongue as he faced Kayano. "I don't know where your boobs are, but they are clearly not on your chest."
She dropped him pissed. "Why you little-"
"Pfft!" Rio tried not to laugh at Karma's joke. Then Karma walked up to me. "I'm not attacking, you just ran out of food for the slaves. I wanted to take some."
I sighed, then got up. "I'll go buy some more... But your coming with me!"
He groaned. "Awww!"
I rolled my eyes. After they left my room, I got dressed then headed downstairs. "Stay safe, Nagisa!" Kayano said. I nodded then Karma, and I left the house.
We entered the market, it was full of people. Karma's smile faded, he never came back to this area ever since he lost everything, he tried not to cry from bad memories. I hid my sadness and continued to walk.
"Don't think about it." I said. He just looked at me as if I had no heart. He sniffled then sighed.
"Nagisa..." Karma began as I was buying some apples. "Yes, Karma?" I replied as I headed back to face him.
"You look sad." He said. My heart skipped. "Why?"
"I don't know, you just look like something happened." He stated.
"Just hush!" I snapped. "But are you sad?" He asked. "Don't ask stupid questions!" I said as I began to walk faster. "Are you okay?"
I stopped walking. I froze, and watched my feet. I suddenly collapsed and everything faded to black.
Everything slowly faded into white and I heard an echoing voice. "Nagisa...., Nagisa! Nagisa wake up!"
My eyes slowly opened, but not fully. Everything was blurry everything hurt, I couldn't move. I saw my mother demanding for me to get up as she cried. She would always hurt me, but she loved me.
I would let her harm me, because I was scared to fight back because I loved her.
I felt raindrops fall on my skin, I felt stings as if I was bleeding. I felt my stiff ankles getting impaled by thorns, along with my wrists. I remembered being in a garden. She hurt me because I tried to take a flower from a garden that wasn't ours.
She stopped calling my name, I wanted to move but I couldn't. I heard her cries and shrieks. I felt blood drip on my fingers and heard a thud. A brown-haired women came and took me in, but got rid of me at age 4.
Sorry if this is a crappy story. I might delete this and think about making another. So sorry for not being active!
