let her go

4

                     Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

"You okay, babe?" she asked, trailing her fingers down my arm. i snapped out of my daze, realizing i was staring at her for too long. 

"Y-yeah," I replied distractedly, "i'm not myself this week."

"I've noticed," she scoffed, rolling her eyes. "you're still coming to my place tonight, right?"

I knew what she meant by that. my eyes found it's way to her again and i sighed. i looked back at my girl, nodding once.

"Yeah, i'll be there."

"Good, maybe i can help boost your mood up," she replied, a smirk on her lips.

i gave her a small smile, knowing she couldn't help boost my mood up even if i wanted her too. there was only one girl who could, and i knew that for a fact.

because with her, i'm at my happiest point. but whenever i realize that, i'm sad, it's too late and she's already gone.