let her go

7

You see her when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch surely dies - p

"Tell me why you're doing this!" she screamed, and i knew her intention was to cause a scene. if she caused a scene, i'd stop what i was doing. 

i closed my eyes; images from the dream i had the night before running through my head. she was everywhere. but why? why was this happening to me?

"Please don't cause a scene," i replied, opening my eyes. her eyes were full with fury as tears streamed down her cheeks. 

"Why are you doing this?" she whispered, reaching her hand out towards mine. i moved away, shaking my head.

"It's for the best, i'm sorry." 

"You'll come back," she snarled, her anger increasing. "you always do!"

Shaking my head, i turned at my heel and started to walk down the hall. turning to my right, i found her leaning against a locker; her arms crossed against her chest as she raised an eyebrow.

"You happy now?" I asked rudely, shaking my head as i pushed the front doors of the school open. i didn't miss her expression; the confused one, the one i had seen only a million times after making her leave.

maybe one day i'll understand why. maybe one day.