(Sesshomaru's POV)
It has been two days since (y/n) recovered, I didn't understand why she didn't notice the mark on her neck and I still haven't sensed any changes from her. We sat down across from each other at the dining table, it was very quiet.
"(Y/n)?" I spoke out.
"Yes, Lord Sesshomaru?" She replied.
"Do you feel well?"
"Yes, my Lord."
"Do you feel different?"
"Yeah, I feel better. Like the night you resurrected me."
So normal I assume... "I mean more than your normal self."
"Um... No. Not really."
Did I waste my time? "You don't feel anything on your neck?"
"No... My Lord if I may ask with all respect, um... Why are you asking me all these questions?"
I didn't respond. "And why are you being so nice to me? Everyone actually... You hated my guts in the beginning. I remember when you use to just want to kill me, but you never did...""Feel your neck."
She lifted her fingers towards the site of my mark, she gasped while grazing her fingers over her neck. "W-what is this?"
"That's my mark."
"Your mark?
"Yes."
"What are you talking about? Why would you mark me? I know that I'm your personal servant or whatever but you didn't need to label me." She looked upset and frowned.
"It is not a label. It marks you as my mate and I saved you by doing so as well..."
She stared at me in confusion. "Hold on. You're not talking about the time when we... Um... Did it right? Because that was a mistake and I think I was a little spaced out."
"But you said you enjoyed it and you loved me, we discussed it."
"Well yeah (when it stopped hurting) and who doesn't enjoy sex. Also, it makes you say crazy things. You obviously didn't mean that you loved me, that's insane. Sesshomaru... Lover of humans. Pfft... Yeah right." She chuckled and then made a sad face, "Besides... I only went with it because you are stronger than me by a ton and if I resisted I probably would've hated it. You probably would've hurt me..."
I widened my eyes very slightly in shock. "So you think I raped you and you forced yourself to enjoy it?"
"Um. Not exactly, but... We clearly aren't meant to be... I'm just your personal servant remember..."
"That is not true."
"Please. I bet you hate half demons too."
InuYasha... I won't even mention him. "Are you calling me a liar?"
"No my Lord..." A tear began to roll down her left cheek, "I just don't know anymore... After that time we had, I didn't understand what happened." She wiped the tears that flowed down from her eyes, "I just don't want to feel used. I want to be loved genuinely. Not just because someone can do whatever they want to me. Not because sex told them to say something crazy... I just want to be loved by someone's heart. I've never felt true love after my father passed..." She paused. "Look at me... Crying, I'm so weak... You should just throw me aw---"
I couldn't stand to hear her pain anymore so I swiftly moved to the other side of the table and cut her words off with a kiss, a genuine one. We stayed kissing for some time and finally we released.
"Why did you do that?" She asked teary eyed.
"Because you're my mate."
"Stop lying Sesshomaru! I know you don't care for me like that!" She cried.
I moved back in to kiss her and this time I held her whole, delicate body in my arms. Then I whispered in her ear, "That is why you're receiving so much respect, if anyone harms you, touches you in a way I don't like or mistreats you, I will kill them." Then I began to kiss along her neck. "Stop saying I'm lying. I have no reason to lie."
"Mmh."
"I'm going to make sure you know that sex isn't just for fun." I said seductively while moving my hand under her shirt.
"Mmh, nngggh."
"Lord Sesshomar-" Jaken runs into the dining room. "Eeekkk!! I'm sorry Mi'Lord!!"
"What is it Jaken?"
"There has been a disturbance near the outskirts of the western palace! We heard that Naraku may be the cause of it!"
Naraku... that vile hanyou decided to show his ugly face again... I moved away from (y/n). "Stay here." I said to her and left the palace with Jaken to go inspect.
(Your POV)
The day I got sick was all a blur but today would definitely leave a mark on me forever, mentally and physically. I was sick of being stuck in the palace and if I was suppose to be his wife then I must be allowed to do whatever I want, right? I got up from the table and I went to the front door but I was stopped by a guard. "Lady (y/n), I'm sorry but it is off limits for you to exit his palace. It is too dangerous."
"I can handle myself."
"No mam, Lord Sesshomaru specifically asked me to keep you in here and not to let you out unless he says so."
I stared at the guard with a serious face, "Let me out right know or I'm going to tell Lord Sesshomaru you tried to harm me."
"Please M'lady! You have to obey."
"Get out of my way. I'll make my own decisions."
He sighed. "I cannot come with you so do not stray off too far."
"Yeah, yeah." I'm gonna go explore today!
I walked through the forest outside of the palace, taking in the fresh air. I sat down by a large tree and sighed, "I could never go back inside. It's just so beautiful!"
Then I heard branches crack and leaves crunch as footsteps drew in closer to me.
"So... You must be Sesshomaru's new mate, right?" Said a tall, black haired, red eyed man who came out of no where.
"Who are you?" I got into defense mode.
"Someone you're going to want to listen to." He said as he grabbed me and we appeared in a chamber looking place.
"Where am I?! Who are you!? What am I doing here?!?" I began to freak out. "Sesshomaru!! Save me!"
"Oh sweetheart, that's useless. He will never hear you." He said as he threw me to the cold, hard ground. He snapped his fingers and chains grabbed my legs and arms and held me against the wall.
"I'm Naraku. And you will be my personal servant now. You can thank Sesshomaru for that... haha." He chuckled sinisterly and left them room.
"H-hey!! Get me out of here! Sesshomaru!!!"
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