It Started With A Stare [Suga FF]

-_- 3 // cold

Terence's POV

"Ako? ako yung babaeng babayagan ka kapag pumalag ka" sabi ni Yam       "Just fuck off will you?!!" Hindi ko alam kung anong nang yari sa akin at nasigawan ko si Yam ng ganun, Bakit ba ganun kung kelan naka hanap na ako ng babaeng mag papakalimot sa akin tsaka ka pa babalik?  This is shit

Iniwan ko muna si Yam dun, I need to be alone, I headed   to the nearest bar na makita ko,

"Sorry sir you are jst a minor" sabi sa akin nung bouncer

"Shit!!! let me in!!" I shouted at him, kapag ako di nakapag pigil i will beat the light out off him

Tinalikuran niya lang ako, "YOU GOT NO JAMS!!" sigaw ko sa kanya

"I see, ginagamit mo na ang line ko huh?" humarap ako sa nag salita, August

"Come, let's drink" sabi niya at sinundan ko lang siya sa parking

on the phone:

August: Dad can you reserve the VIP lounge? thanks!!

We headed sa Bar nila Tito, dumeresto agad kami sa VIP lounge, 

"Do you wanna explain kung bakit ka nag wawala sa harap ng bar?" sabi sa akin ni August

"She's back" sabi ko sa kanya

"Ohh?? I see, at dahil lang dun gumagaynan ka na?? What the fuck Terence?!! You told us 2 years ago that you were over her, you didn't love her, it was mere infatuation" sabi niya sa akin.

"Pwede ba August, not now... at wag mo kong english englishin makaka sapok ako ng wala sa oras, INFATUATION!! INFATUATION!! pukinginang infatutuation yan!!!! Sa tingin mo ba ginusto  ko lahat?!! "

I felt tears building up, fuck, 'you're supposed to be over her Min '

Narinig ko lang ang paghinga ni August, Alam niya na gusto ko ng katahimikan para makapag isip. 

Naalala ko pa lahat ng masasakit na salitang sinabi niya sa akin. It's all fucking there

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"Babe can we talk?" she said to me

Tumawa lang ako sa cute serious expression niya

"What else are we doing babe?" I asked her as i back hugged her, habang tumatagal mas lalo akong naaadik sa amoy niya

"Terence I'm serious!!" sigaw niya na nag pa atras sa akin

"I don't wanna be like this anymore.. I'm sooo tired of you Terence, I'm so tired of US" she said

"TIRED OF US?!!!  huh ??!? why? anong ginawa ko!!" sagot ko sa kanya

umiling siya, 

"Terence, there's... there's someone else"

i smiled

"Sino??? huh?!!! sino!!" She flinched nung sigawan ko siya

"Im sorry" bulong niya

"San ako nag kulang huh?!!!" I swallowed the lump in my throat

"Terence it's not you.. it's me" sabi niya

"bullshit!! that's what I always hear from movies, wala naman akong ginawa diba?!!'" I dont care kung may makakita man sa akin na umiiyak

"Yun nga Terence ehh... wala kang ginagawa, ayaw mong mag bago im so tired of you"

"Tired of me?? no you're not, you just gave up easily " sabi ko

 she slapped me then she left

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I laughed bitterly as I swallowed the bitter taste os alchohol

"fuck, why did youhave to return? I missed you

WENDY"